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Keyboard update. [27 Aug 2008|02:22am]

shinimegami
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | none ]

Well, so far so good. It looks like my keyboard has returned to normal working order. I'll let you guys know if this changes, but I'm pretty sure it won't. :)

So, false alarm, pretty much.

Off to bed with me.

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami

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Possible Hiatus. [26 Aug 2008|04:05pm]

shinimegami
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | none ]

Hey, I just wanted everyone to know that my computer keyboard is fucked up right now, so I may be away for a bit until I can get it fixed or until the problem corrects itself. It was kind of working before I left for Cameron's today, but it wasn't at 100%, so who knows how it will work when I try to use it tonight.

I'll let you know.

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami

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[24 Aug 2008|05:36pm]

bury

100% friends only.
comment to be added.

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☆ 「サクラバ ネク」→「I'm in destress/Oh mistress I confess」 [24 Aug 2008|01:01pm]

sakuraba
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Green Day ♪ Waiting ]

「Dumbstruck, girl don't be stupid」


» Pick your birth month.
» Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
» Bold (or italicize) the five-ten that best apply to you.
» Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
I'm on a sentimental journey into sight and sound )

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[22 Aug 2008|07:40pm]

dandi
I haven't slept in over 48 hours. Last night, I flew all over the world- to end up with Kate having wonderful adventures. Beth was there. SHE WAS THERE. Oh gosh, it was wonderful. I feel recharged. My stomach aches. I think I might be sick, but some part of me doesn't really mind.

I can twist myself into the most awkward poses, and i'm sure I made the most awkward faces when I tried to stand back up. Hahaha. I wobbled out. I was so happy. I could've stayed like that for days.

It's not weed, it's not Jagermeister. It's not adderall or vicodin. It's not my stale, squashed cigarettes- salvia or synthetic opiates. I wish it was moon-clock time.

Is this love?

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[22 Aug 2008|06:59pm]

takemeaway
1.] Select 20 of your favorite songs.
2.] Lyric search and pull out at least two lines of lyric.
3.] Put down the lyrics and let your friends list guess.
4.] Lyrics CAN NOT contain the name of the song in it, or the chorus part the name is a part of.
5.] Cross out the lyric and put the song title beside it when you've had a correct guess.
6] No Googling or searching for the lyrics!


rock on outttt )
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[20 Aug 2008|07:44pm]

dandi


Oh, I finally found the charger for my girlfriend's camera. These are from a UV Art-making party we had. We didn't actually get much work done. ;D

Sticks n' stones and weed n' bombs )
ps- I got mah hairz cut. Peekturz l8r.
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Friends Onlyy;; [20 Aug 2008|06:22pm]

porcelain_sky
[ mood | content ]

stuff
Friends Only.
Comment here to be added.

In order to be added:
Tell me who you are
Tell me how old you are
Where you found me
And what we have in common.

I expect you to use grammar properly as well.
No tyypin lyke dis.
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CRY MOAR, AMIRITE [20 Aug 2008|02:47pm]

shinimegami
[ mood | depressed ]

I've been thinking recently, and I've come to a sad realization. The realization that it seems like I'm destined to one of two things whenever I try to do anything and I try to do it well.

One, I'm destined for failure.

Two, I will suceed only to have said sucess will either be taken for granted, unrecognized, or flawed to some extent.

It's always been this way.

Why can't I have one goddamn pure win? Just one.

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[ 255 ] [20 Aug 2008|02:10am]

utena
[ mood | allergy migraine ]
[ music | watching: CNN Primetime News ]



Pluto's Time Lane Answering Service



"You have reached Sailorpluto's answering service. Press 1 if you have been displaced into another world. Press 2 if the Fourth Wall has been breached. Press 3 if the main heroine/hero has gone over to the dark side. Press 4 if you have no clue what the hell you are doing. If none of these apply, please wait for an operator to direct you with your problems or leave a message and Pluto will return your call. Please listen for the beep."
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Shini's wonderful fucking day of win. (Another wonderful tl;dr rant.) [19 Aug 2008|02:39pm]

shinimegami
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Modest Mouse-This Devil's Workday ]

You know, you think by now I'd figure out that anything having to do with the school district that I graduated from and that my siblings are currently under would be a giant clusterfuck, and obviously not worth the time and effort it takes fucking put up with any of it.

Okay, so I take them up to the school to go get their schedules for class. You think this would be a simple deal right? Wrong.

First off, due to the fact that they are NOT FINISHED WITH THE ACTUAL FUCKING CONSTRUCTION OF THE SCHOOL, there are no good parking lots. In fact, while we were up there, some of the areas WERE JUST GETTING PAVED. There were no signs on where we COULD park, and at one point I actually had workers telling me to turn around for some goddamn reason. (Which makes no damn sense because they weren't even WORKING on that parking lot).

So after 15 minutes of trying to find out where the fuck I'm supposed to park. We get there and see about a million tables set up in no particular order, with groups of parents and children at each one. We keep trying to ask where the hell we're supposed to go, and SURPRISE, SURPRISE, no one fucking knows. Eventually we figure out which table is taking the paperwork, by some miracle of some sort.

At this point, I realize I had forgotten the check to give to our optometrist for my sisters' glasses, which we were planning on picking up after we were through with this organizational abortion. However I figure it can't be much longer, they'll turn in their paperwork and go get their schedules and we can leave, right? Wrong again. Turns out that not only do they need to turn in paperwork, but for some reason they need a school ID (Okay, fine.), and for some inexplicable reason, they need to stop at the food and transportation table as well.

There are several things wrong with this:

1.) My sisters do not qualify for any transportation. We live close enough to the school that the buses will not bother to come by our house. We're already well aware of this fact, and quite frankly, it's not that big of an issue. We've worked around this before.

2.) The only people who qualify for reduced/free lunch in our school system are people already on public assistance. We are not on public assistance, so we do not qualify. Once again, something we're already aware of.

My question is, if we already know we qualify for NEITHER OF THESE, WHY IN THE NINE HELLS SHOULD WE STAND OUTSIDE IN LINE, IN THE SUN, IN 88 DEGREE WEATHER HEAT (PROBABLY HIGHER WITH THE HUMIDITY) TO HAVE SOME FUCKSTICK TELL US SOMETHING WE ALREADY FUCKING KNOW?

Well, with this information in hand, I figured that it will be awhile, so I run home and grab the check and not to mention a couple of sodas for my sisters and I. Thankfully, by the time I return they're actually done with the entire process, and we can get to the optometrist without any problems.

All in all, about a hour and 30 minutes of my life was wasted because the fine people of SCS couldn't fucking organize a finding of their own ass with both hands tied behind their back.

The really frustrating part about this is that I should have come to expect this. It's not like this is the first time they've completely and utterly failed on all accounts to have an event that makes something resembling sense. I mean, what the hell I was I expecting, a well organized, neat, and easy process that moved everyone through and quickly as possible with little to no frustration?

Where the hell do I think I am?

Ugh.

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami

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Adopted {Animals}. [19 Aug 2008|08:42am]

flygirl_
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | So Hot by Wonder Girls ]

 







Valenth Adopted.



click on them to feed them...when it gets level 101 that's when they go to there next stage but my goal is to get them to be at level 500+ so please click on them everyday :D and if you have one them please comment below and i'll feed yours too *grins* and for the ones that don't know what they are i'll be glad to tell...anyway here i go with probably a long paragraph lol :D click on the link above y'all will be seeing these a lot at other places too so sorry if y'all get tired of seeing these every second lol....like the names ;D

Get to know them better
FAQ HERE
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012 :: Dust it off, try again. [19 Aug 2008|04:12am]

erzulie
[ mood | sad ]

I've been online for several hours. Chatting with a few people on AIM that have become very very dear to me in the past month or so. I RPed a little, laughed a lot, and made sure that poor Markus finally got some.

P signed off first. That's fine, she's been going to bed earlier lately. School starts soon, so she's going to have to be doing that sleep thing more and more often.

Nic was gone next. Also fine, as it was nearly five in the morning for her, and she was tired. I was surprised that she stayed as long as she did.

V was a surprise. She's usually up into the late hours of the morning, just as I am. We're both in BC, I'm on the mainland and she's in Victoria. Being in the same time zone often helps, because we can say, "Ok. It's 2 AM. She doesn't have to get up in the morning, so I know we can keep going," instead of, "Ok. It's 2 AM here, which means it's 5 AM there. She's going to sign off any second now because that's a ridiculous hour to be up at!" But V signed off half an hour ago. I don't mind, of course, because I'm not selfish. Not going to keep people around when they tell me they need to sleep.

I read a little after V left. Mostly the holy fucking EPIC 'fic of sorts that I'm writing with P. I can't get enough of it, and I read it on a daily basis. Then I signed onto Facebook. Did that for awhile. And now... now I'm lonely. And I knew -- I just knew -- that as soon as I got lonely, I would get depressed. Sad.

Guess what?

I don't understand this. The crack isn't working. I'm responsible with it, dammit, I know what the fuck I'm doing. It isn't hard. So why the hell am I still getting randomly depressed? Why is the damn crack not WORKING? I really don't want to have to switch to other drugs. I hate getting off one and getting on another. Not something I need right now.

I hate this. My heart feels heavy. It isn't a good feeling at all. Especially after what happened last night.

Und ich kann nicht helfen, aber das Gefühl, dass niemand kümmert.

That bit was far too emo to be in English. Just as a warning. If you don't want to read anything REALLY stupid, don't translate it. And if you translate it, please don't yell at me for it. It's how I feel right now, with a few obvious exceptions.

I'm going to go curl up with Markus now. He's growling at me for being ridiculous. Hah. Speak for yourself, katze. At least you're appreciated.

Oh god is it sad that my Muse has become one of my best friends? I think I need help.

Ok. I'm fuckering off now. This is just getting stupid. I apologize for this post. I'll probably delete it later.

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☆ 「サクラバ ネク」→「It's always all about me me me with you」 [18 Aug 2008|03:47pm]

sakuraba
[ mood | sick ]

「'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, but baby don't cry」

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

• We really need to meet up again. Ever since you started dating him we've started growing apart. I'm not blaming him, but you need to realise that the world doesn't revolve around him.
• I hope the next non-handheld Kingdom Hearts ships to both the PS3 and the 360. Why? Just because it will make you shut the fuck up about your beloved PS3 you fucking fanboy.
• Ahahaha Saturday is going to be so much fun. I just need to find my camera now so we can take loads of pictures.
• I'm going to miss being taught by you. I want to thank you for taking me from nothing to where I am now. Life happens and I understand. If my next teacher is as good as you I'll be on the road in no time.
• I'm sorry for making you worry girly~.
• I hope to god I never run into you again. I don't use this term very often, but I think you're a total cunt. And your girlfriends friends? Let's not go there.
• That one time I pwned you when we were doing about insulin and diabetics in class? Still one of the greatest moments of my high school life.
• I miss you, even if you were a pest ♥.
• I hope you find happiness wherever life takes you.
• Hopefully life will stop sucker-punching you in the face soon.

09 things about yourself:
• I was knocked down by a car on my sister's 23rd birthday. I was 8 years old, and suffered a sprained ankle and a slightly bruised tailbone.
• I dislike the person I've become, but I hate the person I was before.
• I've known my best friend since we were 4 and in the (almost) 14 years since then we've never had a single argument. We're also almost exact opposites in appearance.
• I'm extremely shy, both on and offline.
• Despite having items like cross necklaces and a tarot deck I'm not spiritual or religious.
• I get my height and my colouring (hair skin eyes etc) from my father's side of the family, but my hips, boobs and bum from my mothers side.
• I have quite a strong Huddersfield accent, and I'm always missing the beginning and ends off words.
• I find it difficult to talk about myself.
• I was brought up to believe thay being gay is not a bad thing. My mother's male best friend is gay and I've known that since I was knee high to a grasshopper. Off the top of my head I can name at least 5 people I went to school with who are gay/bisexual. 2 of them were my close friends and I'm going to gay pride this year with one of them.

08 ways to win your heart:
• Be honest and truthful with me.
• Give me tea, charry coke or dime bars.
• Treat me with respect
• Don't shove your beliefs down my throat
• Be somone I can have fun and a bit of a lugh with
• Accept me for who I am
• Don't insult my close friends and family.
• Try and make me happy.

07 things that cross your mind a lot:
• My family and friends
• Music
• Video Games
• My life and where it's going
• The past
• The future
• How I can change

06 things you do before you fall asleep:
• Go on the computer
• Make myself a warm drink
• Play a video game
• Turn my pillows over, so I don't sleep on the sequins
• Listen to music
• Make sure my blinds are closed.

05 people who mean a lot:
• My immediate family.
• Dani
• Nick
• Lauren
• My neices

04 things you're wearing right now:
• Charm bracelet
• Necklace
• Yellow T-Shirt and Jeans
• My 'should-have-been-thrown-out-years-ago' vans.

03 songs that you listen to often (currently):
• Macy's Day Parade - Green Day
• A Little Piece of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold
• Amaranth - Nightwish

02 things you want to do before you die:
• Finish FFVII and FFVIII
• Be truly happy.

01 confession:
• Um, my confession would be this:
When my friend told me she'd had a crush on me for a long time, that she'd 'grown out of', I never told her that I already knew. I couldn't tell her that I had clicked on a link to her LJ - that I wasn't supposed to know about - that she'd sent me by accident, which is how I knew. I never really got the courage to tell her that I knew and it always makes me feel bad.

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[16 Aug 2008|07:00pm]

dandi
Today I was invited to a casting for "A Shot At Love 3" in Manhattan. I'm not sure if I'm going to go or not. It'd be hysterical to be on one of those shows. I did a reality show casting once, but I bailed once I made it in to do the FUSE thing instead. Idk what to do yet. The casting's on Tuesday. :P

Oh! I wanted to let you guys know that they're filming a cellphone commercial in Philly and they need about 600 extras (all shapes n' sizes n' ages) to get paid $75 to stand around and be fed lunch. If you want details please let me know. :D
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HAY GUISE! [15 Aug 2008|09:17pm]

shinimegami
I think you guys should join me and [info]kirie on Solia. It's a fun time waster, if anything.

PLEASE AND THANK YOU,

Shinimegami
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ORLY YAHOO? [15 Aug 2008|01:10pm]

shinimegami
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Bloodhound Gang-Fire Water Burn ]

YOU SURE YOU WANNA ASK ME MY OPINION OF YOUR SERVICE RIGHT NOW?

I MEAN, REALLY?

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami

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I love how I'm suddenly the bad guy in 90% of conversations with my family. [15 Aug 2008|12:05pm]

shinimegami
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Weezer-Pork and Beans ]

Okay, here's the backstory: A couple months ago we rescued a dog from being put to sleep by his dumbass old lady of an owner. This dog was kept in a cage for 22 out of 24 hours of a day, and lived in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere, with no other real contact with other dogs or people. The dog was obviously neglected, with sore, splayed feet, an ear infection, and so boney that his spine was visible. We went to see the dog and decided at the very least, his main temperament was good enough that maybe if we take him home and let him get used to better surroundings, he'll settle down.

Not the case. The dog has bitten my sister on two occasions and my mother on one. All three times he's drawn blood. My mother is fed up as our tries to make him more socialize have failed, so she's going to be taking him to a no-kill shelter about 20 minutes from here.

Now, due to this entire business my mother has decided that she wants to have another dog to replace the one that we're giving to the shelter. This is where my LOVELY conversation with my father this morning comes in.

He asks my opinion on a name he wants to give the new dog. I don't really like it, and as soon as I say so I get grumbling from not only him, but my sisters whom he wasn't fucking talking to (I believe the words were "She ALWAYS does this!" or "I knew she was going to say that!" or something equal to make me sound like I'm a huge bitch just being subversive because I can or something). Then, my father, in so many words, basically makes it rather clear that since I'm going to be finishing school and moving out soon that it doesn't matter whether I like it or not. Obviously, my first reaction is to ask why the hell he bothered to ask me then if he was so set on this name. Apparently, this means I'm obviously freaking out/causing drama. I was unaware that this and/or disagreeing with them = drama, but apparently it does. Then my father goes on to say that it was because my mother had moved on to other names and both he and my sisters were looking to push for this particular name. So I point out that he basically just wanted someone to help "gang up" on mom on this name. Maybe "gang up" wasn't the right term to use, but that's essentially all they wanted me for: a consensus so that he could push the idea so that mom felt she really couldn't object to it. Basically, he gets all offended that I called him on his shit, so cue the fucking ranting to turn me into the fucking bad guy, with my oh so holier-than-thou sisters interjecting about how I'm a bitch every few seconds. And, of course, the conversation ends with the ever popular "IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT GTFO."

He wasn't looking for my goddamn opinion. My opinions mean jackshit to this man; they have ever since I was small. I should have fucking known.

"Well, you're not paying for it, so shut your mouth."

"No one here asked your opinion."

"This doesn't involve you."

I should have just said whatever and walked the fuck away. I should know better than to bother.

Why am I so damn stupid when it comes to my parents? I fall for their verbal traps all the goddamn time. I just don't get it. Besides that one time when I realized my mother was trying to bait me into an argument, I've been so stupid about falling for their shit. And every time, I wind up looking like the bad guy; the bitch. The one person who ruins everything and contributes nothing. Meanwhile, my sisters adjust their goddamn halos and throw their own personal bibles at me. Kind of backwards how such angels are allowed to throw the word "bitch" around.

Anyway, I'm sorry for the tl;dr again.

Seems like I do nothing but complain around here anymore. :\

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami

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