unsent letters

dear_you @ 2008-11-21T17:10:00

2008-11-22T00:10:17Z

Dear you...

I hate you. No. Really. I do. I hate everything about you. I hate the way you word shit in your pitiful little blog, I hate the way you talk, the way you act, the way you treat people. I hate how everything always has to be about you, and I hate how people keep feeding your gigantic complex. I hate that we used to be close, and I hate the fact that I'm upset that we're not anymore.

You betrayed me, you freak of nature. Do you know how hard it is for me to allow people to get close enough to actually betray me? I can't believe it, but I'm terribly jealous of all your little peons. Fuck, I hate that. That's enough to make me want to claw out my own eyeballs.

Please do me a favor and fall off the internet forever. If I don't have to see your stupid handle all over the place, I probably wouldn't avoid the 'net as much as I have lately.

No love ever,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-11-15T16:45:00

2008-11-15T23:50:45Z

You two,

Please remove me from your flists. I don't care for dead weight or someone I don't trust having me on their flists.

Signed,
wolf.

dear_you @ 2008-11-10T02:53:00

2008-11-10T10:55:46Z

Dear you,

I see what you did thar. Don't think I don't.

Me

o1

2008-11-05T00:52:25Z

Dear store clerks,

Stop telling my boyfriend it's okay for him to "look but not to touch" because it's not.
It's disrespectful to the both of us.

-Signed,
A very pissed off costumer.

Dear you,

I'm so, so amazed by you.

-Signed,
Your Yunie.

dear_you @ 2008-11-04T15:09:00

2008-11-04T20:09:26Z

Dear Obama,

Good luck.

Here's to the next 4 years not being ASS,

Shinimegami

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Dear You,

Really classy of you to come out swinging on someone you don't even fucking know. And please, don't try and play it off like this is some sort of overreaction. You're the one who came bitchy all out of fucking nowhere.

Wishing you would return to whatever hole you apparently crawled out from,

Shinimegami

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Dear You,

What the hell, yo? I honestly thought you were better than this at spotting people acting a fool.

Seriously disappointed in you,

Shinimegami

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Dear Palin,

If you think anyone is going to vote for your ridiculous ass in 2012, you're seriously mistaken. You're a side-show act at best.

Also, you told Tina Fey that she'd be doing her Palin impression for the next four years? Bitch, haven't even looked at the polls recently? I guess you don't do that while you're busy NOT reading any newspapers.

Shut the hell up and go back to chasing moose or participating in pageants that no one gives a shit about,

Shinimegami

dear_you @ 2008-10-29T23:49:00

2008-10-30T04:49:29Z

Dear You,

Liar, liar
You're such a great big liar
With the tallest tales that I have ever heard
Fire, fire
You set my soul on fire
Laughing in the corner as it burns
Right between the ribs is sinking in

Don't Worry, I'm Just Venting So It's Cool,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-10-27T13:30:00

2008-10-27T20:32:25Z

Dear you,

You are seriously starting to get on my nerves. Kindly knock it off. No one needs this; no one.

Annoyed with you,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-10-23T18:53:00

2008-10-23T23:53:31Z

Dear University,

Reply to my fucking e-mail already, you damn lazy bastards.

Impatiently,
Me
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Dear You,

Hard to believe I'm already not even an afterthought to you. I admit part of the blame is my own fault. But when I look at you right now, you've changed into something I don't recognize anymore. Perhaps what happened the other day was for the best after all.

Not Stuck In This Or Any Other Mindset,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-10-21T22:51:00

2008-10-22T03:51:49Z

Dear Windows Users,

I just read an article saying a new clever spyware is on the loose. As you can see here, it's designed to look very similar to the Windows Security Center, except for the differences outlined in the article. For those of you who would like more information about this, click here.

Ain't it scary how good people can program stuff like this?

Sincerely,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-10-18T18:53:00

2008-10-19T02:04:36Z

Dear Iason,

I think I lost you. For awhile I felt heartbroken about it but then I came to a self-revelation. A very personal one at that.

Always,
Riki
_____________________

Dear Iason,

I think I found you. You... complete me in ways I cannot even begin to describe in words alone.

I shouldn't worry so much about you - us. Slow and steady wins the race. Right? I have made so many mistakes in my day. I have so many regrets... You're not going to be one of those mistakes - one of those regrets. I swear.

More than words,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-15T18:16:00

2008-10-15T23:20:40Z

Dear YOU,

I fucking hate you. I hate you more than I've actually ever hated anyone. And I'm no idiot, I know that everything you say or do around me is purely to piss me off. And you know what? It's fucking working. I'd never let you know it, but you make me so angry I literally want to ram your face into a blender and make terrible tasing smoothies from it which I would love to see your dumbass boyfriend choke to death on.

Do me a favour, keep getting fatter so that I can continue to laugh at the two of you.

Signed with the utmost sincerity,
Me.

dear_you @ 2008-10-15T15:03:00

2008-10-15T22:04:39Z

Dear Guy,

You saved me more then I can ever say. Thank you.

Always,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-13T06:41:00

2008-10-13T13:45:09Z

Dear Iason,

I hope you understand now... God, I do hope. I haven't felt this anxious in... ever. Please understand, please.

I love you.

Hoping beyond hope,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-12T11:46:00

2008-10-12T16:48:41Z

dear you;

i haven't been this happy with myself or with anything else in my life until i met you, till i gave you a chance. thanks, baby. thanks a million, for being my confidant, for being there for me. and thanks for impressing her, too!! that means more to me than anything after last night. can't wait to see you again.

<3;
appia.

dear sperm-donator;

fuck you. :D maybe if you had a purpose in your life you would understand.

- your "daughter".

dear_you @ 2008-10-11T04:42:00

2008-10-11T11:51:41Z

Dear Katze,

You are a hypocrite. Myself and Iason are none of your business. I make him happy. Get the fuck over it. You care about him, I know that. You have doubts, I get that. You are paranoid, I get that too. You do not believe me, I totally get that one. This however does not mean that gives you the right to FORCEFULLY PUSH that mentality onto him. You are no better then what you preach me to be.

You have no right to tell him, me or anyone else how I feel for him. How the fuck do you know that? Are you in our personal lives? No. There is always more to a relationship then meets the eye so please just stop acting like you know all about something you know nothing about.

Stop, just bloody stop.

Rationally angry this time,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-10T14:46:00

2008-10-10T18:48:06Z

dear you,
i can't stop loving you.
but i am currently trying to fight off the urge to call the other him and ask him to be with me. just to make him happy. i can't make you happy, even when i gave you everything i had to offer. fuck you. he would do anything to just be with me and you wouldn't even do anything for me, how shity, he deserves me. why can't i love him? why can't you love me?
:[

dear_you @ 2008-10-10T07:48:00

2008-10-10T15:03:08Z

Dear Iason,

I cannot help but wonder what you would do if you knew what happened in my life only a little over a month ago.

I cannot get you out of my head and I cannot seem to make up my mind as to weather that is a good thing or a bad thing. You confuse me beyond belief. One moment you give me hope and then the next you say never. Fuck your never. Anything is possible - anything. I have been through too much in my life to even try to think otherwise. I am not giving up no matter what you ever say. I might be "bad" but what else is one to expect from Riki the Dark? You're not exactly a saint yourself, Mr. Blondie.

I changed us... I apologize for that. I did the one thing I never wanted to do before - I tarnished what we had. There is not much I can be sure of in life anymore but of this I am...

I lied to you. You lied to me. I hurt you. You hurt me. I love you. You love me. We are each others poison and we are both helplessly addicted. We will be the end of each other, but at least we will be together at it.

Forever,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-09T23:50:00

2008-10-10T06:59:48Z

Dear Iason,

Truth.

I never meant to hurt you. I ended up hurting you in the end though, didn't I? I never meant to lie to you. I just did not know what else to do. That is no excuse however. I did what I did and I cannot take it back now - even though I would.

Iason... a month ago... I was raped. I do not think I will ever have the courage to actually tell you or anyone else this. Not truly. So many people say they were raped as a means to get attention that it seems surreal to even think someone you know actually was. I did not even go to the police because I did not want anyone to know. I shut myself in on me. I barely go outside. You have noticed this but you would never guess the reason why... No, you probably would not even believe me if I told you.

And that is what hurts the most. Knowing that I could tell you and you would think I was lying.

What is worse... I might be pregnant. I am too afraid to go find out for sure. I do not want to face this on my own, but I fear your rejection of my words more then anything else.

I do not know what to do anymore... I love you.

Always,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-09T23:28:00

2008-10-10T06:28:17Z

Dear Katze,

I should not be angry at you right now. That does not stop me from being angry though. Now does it? You are just doing what you believe to be right, to be true. What is so wrong with that?

When you make my life a living hell with your idiocy and doubt - that's what is wrong with it. You should not jump to such conclusions and to make it all worse yet go spew those conclusions to Iason and poison him against me. If I did not know better I would say that you are doing this all on purpose. You are not a malicious person though. Are you, Katze?

I do not know if I can stand this much longer. I think I might be at my breaking point.

I wish you would just disappear...

Irrationally angry,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-09T05:54:00

2008-10-09T09:55:34Z

Dear Iason,

I am not sure what to do anymore. Telling you the truth now would only drive you away. I lied to you - but it's not like you've never lied to me before. I lied to you this time for a good reason or so I tell myself. I was not ready to share something... like that with you or anyone. I am still not ready. Now you might find out by other means and it tears me up inside. Should I tell you the truth now and try to explain myself? I do not think that you would believe me...

It is a sad day when you realize that even those closest to you would prefer a believable lie to an unlikely truth.

Always,
Riki

dear_you @ 2008-10-08T23:58:00

2008-10-09T04:58:47Z

Dear YouTube Addicts,

Like you, I often visit YouTube to watch an assortment of videos. Yet we must be careful online, especially after what this article informs us:

A program circulating online helps hackers build those fake pages. Users who follow an e-mail pointing them to one of the pages would see an error message that claims the video they want won't play without installing new software first. That error message includes a link the hacker has provided to a malicious program, which delivers a virus. Even worse: once the computer is infected, it's simple for the hacker to silently redirect the victims to a real YouTube page to see videos they were hoping to see — and hide the crime.

You Might Want To Be Careful Next Time You Click A YouTube Link,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-10-07T17:33:00

2008-10-07T21:36:40Z

Dear you,

I've stumbled upon one of your ancient blogs.
I really have known you for a long time, haven't I?
http://www.blurty.com/talkpost.bml?journal=lauraoutlaw&itemid=2590
Pretty sure I've known you longer than that though. :|
I almost forgot the laughs we had. And the rps that were and weren't.

Holy shit,
'Dominique'. :/

smirk

2008-10-03T00:07:39Z

Dear All of Scribbld,

I'm baaaaacccckkkk.

With so much love,
Me *smooches*

dear_you @ 2008-09-28T22:58:00

2008-09-29T03:59:01Z

Dear People I Used To Know And Some Of You Other People,

Thanks to a great mutual friend she and I have discussed things rationally and calmly. For now we've decided to part ways but will leave the door open to try friendship again some day. And if my posting here doesn't prove that I'm telling you guys the truth, then you can just click HERE and see with your own eyes. The war of words, if you want to call it that, is officially over.

Hoping To God I'm Not Blindly Walking Into A Minefield By Posting This,
Me

dear_you @ 2008-09-28T00:06:00

2008-09-28T04:06:16Z

Dear You,

How. Dare. You.

Losing all faith in you as a person,

Shini