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[12 Dec 2008|01:35pm] |
I hate dumb girls. Plain and simple. But hey, once you get on my level, then come talk to me. Please don't bring your lack of intelligence my way and confuse me with the nonsense that comes out of your mouth. Not that this has happened recently but I was just thinking about how irritating it is when girls that "think" they know everything, try to have a conversation with me or come at me. I did nothing to you, so don't come at me like your some kind of victim.
I'm happy with life. I have this amazing boy, yes, AMAZING, he's one in a million. Seriously, I'm so glad I have him, any girl would be lucky to have a guy like him :]!! But on another note, finals are next week, and I dread them entirely. I only have 4 because I took one today. It wasn't that awful but it wasn't that much of a breeze either. Also, Christmas is 13 days away. WTF!? I'm seriously no where near ready for it. Baker and I are going to go shopping today hopefully I'll knock out a couple people so I won't have to worry about them later.
So how has everyone been? Leave a comment :] lets talk!
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[11 Dec 2008|08:44pm] |
I've switched usernames to ![[info]](http://www.scribbld.net/img/userinfo.gif) octoberfields.
Please add me there! I've added all of my current friends, so if you'd like to move with me, just add me back. :]
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| Basically. |
[09 Dec 2008|03:35am] |
This is to the people that think I have changed in some sort of way.
I have not. I have not change the slightest bit, if ANYTHING I am happy. Is that honestly a bad thing that I am happy? I would think that the people that say they "care" about me, would be nothing but happy for me and supportive. Obviously they'd rather see me miserable? Who would want to see a person miserable? I like being happy, I like not having bad days. I'm moving on with my life, if thats a bad thing, then I don't know what to tell you guys. I want to start my life, my REAL life. I want to grow up, I don't want to be treated like a teenager anymore. I want to be treated like an adult.
I'll write more later. I am deadly tired.
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| In General |
[05 Dec 2008|10:48am] |
Friday, December 5th, 2008.
Christ!? Is it already December? I feel like just yesterday it was October! Either way, this winter is already brootal. I love cold weather, don't get me wrong, but this cold is a whole different level of cold. It's the wind that makes it so bone chilling. I want more snow though, snow is fun. I like to make penis snow statues :D
Christmas. Christmas. Christmas. What do I want for Christmas? A Black BMW M3 with black rims with a chrome lip. Besides that, gauges. Tons and Tons of them. 5/8ths to be exact. Thats the size I plan to stop at. I'm at 7/16ths right now, so that means I only have 3/16ths to go. Thank god! Watch I'll probably keeping going to an inch and eventually hate myself for the loose vagina earlobe I'll have when I take them out.
Boyfrannnnn. He's amazing. DUH! Like he'd be anything less? I've been so utterly infatuated with this boy, he makes me so happy. It's actually almost unrealistic how perfect this has been going. I can not express truly how much he means to me, one because it would take all day and two because not even every word in the dictionary could help explain it. He's just incredible.
Anyway, I think I've dished out all I can. Hope everyone is doing well. :D Leave a comment, lets talk!
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| Anon. |
[04 Dec 2008|07:58pm] |
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I'm finally posting my anon entry.
So tell me what you think of me, really. Or tell me about your problems. I'll answer.
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| PUBLIC. 001 |
[01 Dec 2008|10:33pm] |
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this is a journal for me that documents my strugle with drug addiction.
if you would like to read it, or are interested in it please comment here to be added.
drugs took the best of me and brought out the worst in me, but i am on the road to recovery and even though it is hard, its totally worth it
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| MOVED. |
[30 Nov 2008|11:10pm] |
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[23 Nov 2008|08:10pm] |
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I AM SO FUCKING MAD I'M USING ALL CAPS TO ANNOUNCE HOW MAD I AM BECAUSE SCREAMING WILL CAUSE MY THROAT TO RELAPSE INTO STREPPY ENTROPY
k so zOMG is being douchy and all the people that play it are all fucking douchebags
i can't believe that my laptop fucking freezes in the middle of playing it no matter what i do
deleting music, restarting, holding the damn thing upside down, putting an icepack over the battery, fucking nothing fixes the goddamn lag that happens every 30 minutes that i play and it makes it really inconvenient for me when i want to play in a crew and i can't because the mother fucker explodes every goddamn half hour and i have to keep myself from throwing shit into the wall namely my piece of shit laptop that destroys every hope i ever had for anything fun/useful
also they didn't schedule me at all this week at KF-fucking-C so now i have no hours and on top of me having to miss work because i was contagious and miserable i only have about 30$ to my name and no money coming to me what so fucking ever
AND JOHNNY FUCKING SCALA IS A STUPID BRAT AND I WANT MY FUCKING EDITORIAL SPREAD BACK
SO FUCK YOU
ALL OF YOU.
goddamn i am mad.
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| Let's Clear Some Stuff Up |
[16 Nov 2008|05:51pm] |
I'm writing this to clear up stuff that has been said lately. If you have anything to say towards anything, feel free to leave a comment on this post.
1) Daryl has NOT proposed to me. Have we talked about getting married? Yes, we have. Do you know why? Because we love eachother. Finally we both found what true love is and the chemistry between us is incredible. But AGAIN, Daryl did NOT propose to me. You need to stop going around telling everyone OUR business. Yes, we are getting married, but does that mean we are engaged? NO IT DOES NOT. I'm in love with him, and I plan to spend the rest of my life with him. I understand its hard for you to grasp this concept but you need to realize it. Also, YOU lost him, HE is mine now, you NEED to move on with your life, You are young and in college, I'm sure you will find someone that you will 'truly' be in love with one day. But for now, leave our relationship alone. Try all you want, but you will not break us. Its true love.
2) You have NEVER met me. You do not know how I am, or WHO I am for that matter. I am a very nice person and I hate drama, but its kind of hard to avoid all of this when you are trying to tell everyone in America that my boyfriend and I are getting married. Do you talk to either of us? No, no you do not. So how would you know anything that goes on in our relationship. Also, I'd appriciate if you didn't say I was 'bigger' than you. AGAIN, you have NEVER met me, so HOW would you know? Your judgements may be wrong or they may be right, but what does it matter, your EX-BOYFRIEND is in love with this 'big girl' and loves everything about me. =]
3) Do not sit there and say I'm starting shit with you. I haven't said a word to you, nor do I want to. I have no reason to. I'm writing this to clear somethings up for you because you seem to lack intelligence and knownledge of certain situations. You need to stop saying that I'm starting shit with you. I could careless about you. You are just my boyfriends ex, you are nothing to me. I don't see how you can sit there are talk shit on someone that YOU don't even KNOW, let alone MET.
Now that I have filled you in on a couple things. I hope you can move on with your life and leave mine and my boyfriends alone. Again, I am a nice person, but getting on my bad side isn't the best idea. I have nothing to say to you, and I'm not going to sit here and talk shit on you, unlike yourself, because I have never met you nor do I know you. All I know is what others tell me, and I'm not going to base what they say as truth or lies. Move on with your life sweetie.
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| Friends Only |
[06 Nov 2008|08:03pm] |
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| Okay.... |
[06 Nov 2008|09:01pm] |
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My mother is... gah!
My MP3 player disappeared. Seriously. I had it in my pocket, I did the laundry, and I can't find it now. I tore up the house looking for it, and it's no where to be found.
Now Mum's telling me that if I can't find it she's not getting me my Christmas present. Okay, lets go back a little bit.
Christmas is a very hard holiday for my parents because with oil and everything it's hard to afford. So I always ask for cheap things of my parents at Christmas so the Giving Tree can give us a hand. This is the first year I've asked for something a little pricey, an acoustic guitar, or else a key board so I can teach myself piano. I've always wanted to play an instrument that didn't sound as strange as the accordion or the glockenspiel..... -_-
I'm not sure if my mother was getting me either of those, but she said quite plainly, "IF YOU CAN'T FIND THAT MP3 PLAYER YOU'RE GOING TO BE VERY DISAPPOINTED AT CHRISTMAS BECAUSE I'M GOING TO TAKE YOUR GIFT BACK!"
I was like, "When am I not disappointed at Christmas?"
And then you know what my mother accused me of? She accused me of losing my MP3 player on purpose.
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OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!
I've been WANTING a fucking MP3 player for three fucking years! I'm not going to loose the fucking thing on PURPOSE!
You know, actually, my brother was GOING to get me one for Christmas last year. But you know what I got instead? Socks. Why? Because my brother needed to take the MP3 player back so he could get oil for his trailer. I was heart broken. Then when mum came into some money because she canceled my birthday trip to New York she bought me an MP3 player instead.
Not as good but I was still VERY happy. So yeah, I really lost the fucking thing on purpose!
-_-
I fucking hate my mother sometimes. I wish I had moved up with Desi, then I wouldn't have to deal with this bull shit. I'd have a real fucking family instead of a responsibility.
Seriously. That's what I have. I have a dad who can't walk, can't hear, and is half blind that I have had to take care of since I was eight. And a mother who's literally too fat to get off her fucking ass and get herself a glass of water at a sink 5 feet away. Is it just me or is my family backwards? Aren't THEY suppose to take care of and support ME?
For fuck sake... I'm done with this bullshit..
-Carol
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[18 Oct 2008|08:53pm] |
1. It begins with a list of all 26 letters of the alphabet.
2. Comment with something for me to talk about in a journal entry that starts with one of those letters.
3. One topic per letter -- it's like a claims list. I will add topics to the letters as they appear.
4. You can comment multiple times, but only if the letter you chose hasn't already been taken.
5. I will post a new entry talking about all topics given to me.
( ABC's please!!! )
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| top five |
[06 Oct 2008|01:50pm] |
nominate your friends for ![[info]](http://www.scribbld.net/img/community.gif) scribbld_top5
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| HAI -ANUS |
[09 Aug 2008|03:20pm] |
I'm going to be on Hiatus for quite a while.
Contact:
Mogitha@Gmail.com
Mogitha @ Deviantart.com
Mogitha @ Myspace.com
Mogitha @ Gaiaonline.com
I love you all.
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[23 Jul 2008|11:25am] |
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We are very excited for September to come. Why?
1). School is starting! School = <3
2). Fall is coming. Favorite season for most here.
3). (best news of all) WE ARE GOING TO NEW YORK!!!
Whewt! We are so frizzled about this! Carol has never been farther than Boston and now we are going to New York for a late b-day present to her.
We are in good spirits. We hope to find you all in similar spirits!
-hugs-
-Allabe/us
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| HEY ALL! |
[17 Jul 2008|11:17am] |
So, I know it's been forever since we've posted last. We're sorry. Change of plans for the summer actually. We're going to be back somewhere between the 2ond and 3rd week in August. So We'll be back for Carol's 16th birthday! That's the 25th. SO We'll be updating more often then. ^^
Love you all. Sorry this post is short! ^.^;
-Emmiline/us
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| Friends Only |
[17 Jul 2008|02:03am] |
Hi, I'm Zandra,
and my journal is Friends Only.
But I'll add anyone.
I'm 18 and I just graduated high school. I live in Michigan. I'm headed off to college in the fall, where I'll be majoring in Pre-Law and minoring in Psychology.
It's been a long time since I've kept an online journal, but I miss it.
I try to make my updates interesting.
I like taking pictures, so my journal will probably be full of them.
When I say pictures, I really just mean pictures. Not photography.
I try to comment often, but I don't mind if you don't.
So feel free to add me. Just leave a comment.
♥
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[15 Jun 2008|06:18pm] |
  
  
kipi & idols!
kipi for anything Kipi related.
idols for anything about your favorite asian female idol.
Doesn't matter who it is, as long as you love them.
♥♥♥
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