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life goes on...- phoenix/mia

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 07:51:33 GMT

Fanmix #11! ♥ This one is sort of sad, however it celebrates a sweet sort of love that I wish could have had a chance to grow.

Phoenix Wright and Mia Fey. Mia Fey defended one Phoenix Wright in her first case and years later, she would become his mentor. They had such a beautiful friendship that could have blossomed into more...however, one fateful night, Mia's life was stolen so abruptly without any warning, leaving Phoenix to not only rise from the ashes and regain her honor in the courtroom but to mourn feelings that hadn't a chance to blossom.

Fanmix Title: life goes on...
Fandom: Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney
Character (s): Phoenix Wright x Mia Fey
Length: 47:14
Link: http://www.mediafire.com/?yoihgiyw1li

1. My Immortal ∝ Evanescence
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

2. Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again ∝ Phantom of the Opera
Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here . . .

Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I
never would . . .
Dreaming of you
won't help me to do
all that you dreamed
I could . . .

3. This Moment ∝ In This Moment
The glass is cracking tonight
Shattering our fears away
The silence in here fades
And it's only your eyes that I see

4. Angels Fall First ∝ Nightwish
An angelface smiles to me
Under a headline of tragedy
That smile used to give me warmth
Farewell - no words to say
beside the cross on your grave

5. Missing You ∝ Jem
I'll always be thankful
For the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
But I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
Just make me fall apart

6. Lost in Time ∝ Arcana
One Look from you
I turn my back against the past
Your hand on my cheek
the presence of your soul I feel
A caress from you
I see the future so bright and clear
A word of love in my ear
I am lost in Time

7. Last Night ∝ Eighteen Visions
I remember always looking up to you.
But you were never looking down.
And I remember that warm September afternoon.
And I remember all the sounds.
I remember all the sounds.

Last night. I forgot to tell you.
Last night you had to die alone.
Last night. I forgot to tell you.
Last night I didn't get to say goodbye.

8. If Only Tears Could Bring You Back ∝ Midnight Sons
How will I start tomorrow without you here?
Brute luck will guide me though the answer's disappeared
Is it too late? Are you too far gone to stay?
Best friends forever, she never had to go away
What will I do? You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through?

9. One Sweet Day ∝Mariah Carey & Boyz II Men
Darling, I never showed you.
Assumed you'd always be there.
I took your presence for granted.
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

10. Outside Your World ∝ Arcana
I can feel your presence
As real as anything else
I've been longing for you
Ever since you faded away

11. Without You ∝ RENT
The world revives, colors renew,
but I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue

Another mix coming up soon! :3 Maybve two! :)

to be with you - axel/roxas

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 04:13:22 GMT

Happy Axel/Roxas Day! [8/13] In honor of such a day, I give you this fanmix for one of my first omgyaoi pairings in Kingdom Hearts. Here's lookin' at you, fandom! ♥

Fanmix Title: to be with you
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Character (s): Axel x Roxas
Length: 42:51
Link: http://www.sendspace.com/file/b2d06u

1. Folkin' Around © Panic! At The Disco
Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two
Where summers lasted longer than, longer than we do
And nothing really mattered except for me to be with you

2. I Should Tell You...© Eighteen Visions
So I should tell you why it's so hard to tell you.
You know it's me and where I've been and the million words I'm thinking.
I burned my time today.
And as I start to waste.
You were my one and only and now I don't know why.

3. Our Truth © Lacuna Coil
Clock is ticking while I'm killing time
Spinning all around
Nothing else that you can do
To turn it back
Wicked partnership in this crime
Ripping off the best
Condescending smile trying to forget (Wasting my time)
We're falling right through
Lying to forget (Telling more lies)
We're raising our truth
Go on and tease me

4. 4AM Forever© lostprophets
Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

5. Burning Bridges © The Summer Obsession
Mission accomplished,
Do you feel regret breathing down your neck?
Broken friendships in progress,
Do you ever wonder why your soul is in debt?

Light a match,
But use it to find your way through the dark.

When the sun goes down emotions all come out,
And your sapphire eyes keep staring at the ground,
You're burning all your bridges down,
You're burning all your bridges down.

6. When Did Your Heart Go Missing? © Rooney
I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

7. 24 © Jem
Been given 24 hours
To tie up loose ends
To make amends
His eyes said it all
I started to fall
And the silence deafened
Head spinning round
No time to sit down
Just wanted to
Run and run and run
Be careful they say
Don't wish life away,

8. My Sacrafice © Creed
Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

9. This is Who We Are © Hawthorne Heights
Between the sadness and the smile
Lies the flicker of the fire
You always said this never hurt you
I always said you were a liar
With the all the towers and the wires
There still lies a little silence
Two hearts and one connection
One voice lacks emotion now

10. I Know the Feeling © The Classiac Crime
Thought I was happy thought that my life was made
Guess I believed the colors of love just fade
But now that you're here I can see
What I thought was all over is still here inside of me
And I know the feeling
And I love the feeling
You're fannin the coals and the flame in my soul's all I know
Yes I know the feeling
And I need the feeling

11. Burn © Three Days Grace
I’ll let it show that
I’m not always hiding
Come all the way down
And watch me burn
I won’t let it show that
I’m not always flying
So on the way down
I’ll watch you burn

12. Whispers of October © In This Moment
Whispers of October
These words are useless to me
Breathless
Do more with your own life

Reasons why
I found this in my skys
you have to go

Leave for now
Go home faith

[Ouran Host Club] Tamaki Suou - The Ladies' Choice

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:06:20 GMT

~~I'm pretty sure I deserve to be punched for this.~~
So I've been thinking about making a Tamaki mix for awhile. There's a few sides to Tamaki, so I decided to put the main focus on the host side of him, with a few tracks about his inner emotions. Quite a few of them are songs that sound like they're portraying something he's thinking/feeling, rather than just songs about him.

DOWNLOAD: Mediafire * Megaupload link coming later
(Front cover is included in zip file. I always make them too big :|)
01. The Crew Cuts - Sh-Boom (Life Could Be A Dream)
Life could be a dream
If I could take you up in paradise up above
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream sweetheart

02. Zac Efron - Ladies' Choice
A prettier package you never did see
Take me home then unwrap me
Shop around little darlin' I've got to be
The Ladies' Choice, (Ladies' Choice), Ladies' Choice

03. Rick Astley - Whenever You Need Somebody
Whenever you need somebody
I'll bring my love to you
You don't have to say you love me
I just wanna be with you

04. Westlife - The Way You Look Tonight (Frank Sinatra cover)
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.

05. Bruce Channel - Hey! Baby
Hey, hey hey baby!
I want to know if you'll be my girl
Hey, hey hey baby!
I want to know if you'll be my girl

06. Shiro Sagisu - Misato
{instrumental}

07. The Click Five - Catch Your Wave
Well every princess has her knight
And I'm still in it for the fight
Not givin' in, I'm gonna win, win, win
I'm gonna win cause

08. Hanson - If Only
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end

09. Miho Fukuhara - No Warning (When You're Hit By Love)
I say, I say
There's no warning when you're hit by love

10. Tom Jones - It's Not Unusual
It's not unusual to be loved by anyone
It's not unusual to have fun with anyone
but when I see you hanging about with anyone
It's not unusual to see me cry,
oh I wanna' die

11. Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now

12. Space Channel 5 - This is My Happiness
My sweet girl
Your smile is a pearl
Stay with me
That's the only thing I need

Please comment if you download! I hope it's enjoyable. ^^;

if everyone cared - zuko/katara

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 05:16:35 GMT

Fanmix #9. Almost at the big 10.

Avatar: The Last Airbender is a fandom I thought I would never get into because I listened to the hype of 'homg, it lookz liek anime!' but after sitting down, giving it a chance and marathoning with my best friend, it has grown on me. Its emotion, how wonderfully dramatic it is and how real it is compared to the standard anime where everything does right. This series has made me laugh, made me cry and has given me faith in American cartoons again.

Anyway, the relationship of Prince Zuko and the fiesty and indepedent Katara intrigues me. Not only does the love/hate thing fade into a nearly mutal respect and liking, but the hinting...oh, how terrible with all the hinting. Their relationship is so delicate, both longing for a missing piece of themselves, however it is rather fiery in its own right. Both have tempers, fight for what they think is right. They live and grow under the sun and the moon, they live and grown under each other.

Fanmix Title: if everyone cared
Fandom: Avatar: The Last Airbender
Character (s): Zuko x Katara
Length: 47:39
Link: http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=5483cc32992659ee1686155677bb2685782b8191cac12b2f

1. Shape of My Heart © Backstreet Boys
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

2. You're Beautiful © James Blunt
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

3. Within Me © Lacuna Coil
Something about you will make me stronger
Now I’m aware when a man falls rebound, my fault
I search every corner
Just nowhere to hide
How I feel ignorance
Sacrifice some days it’s harder
Let’s face it, it’s all about me
Deeply into your own

4. If Everyone Cared © Nickleback
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

5. When the Day Met the Night © Panic at the Disco
When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer

6. It's Gonna Be Love © Mandy Moore
Time I've been patient for so long
How can I pretend to be so strong?
Looking at you baby
Feeling it too baby
If I’m asking you to hold me tight
then it’s gonna be all right

It’s gonna be Love
It’s gonna be great
It’s gonna be more then I can take
It’s gonna be free
It’s gonna be real
It’s gonna change everything I feel
It’s gonna be sad
It’s gonna be true
It’s gonna be me baby
It’s gonna be you baby
It’s gonna be...Its gonna be lve

7. True Colors © Phil Collins
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

8. S.O.S © Pierce Brosnan & Meryl Streep
You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood

9. Can't Fight The Moonlight © Leanne Rimes
Underneath the starlight - starlight
There's a magical feeling - so right
It'll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

10. Same Mistake © James Blunt
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.

11. What You Don't Know © Monrose
What you don't know
Is that your scars are beautiful
What you don't know
Its your imperfections are what make me whole
What you don't know
Is how I spiral down
Cause I can't speak whenever you're around

12. Fire Inside a Man © Savage Garden
'Cause woman I need your guiding hand
show me the way to the promised land
the fever that burns in my heart
you're the fire inside the man
yes you are.

your OBSESSION - zero/yuki

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 03:12:37 GMT

My 8th fanmix, if I counted correctly...a long overdue one at that. I have another one that is basically complete...just missing something so I'm stll on it.

Anyway, this fanmix is a dedication to a pairing in a fandom that hit me very hard and very quickly; Zero x Yuki from Vampire Knight. I was surprised on how quickly I attacked myself to them as a pairing and as the series went on, I was sucked deeper and deeper into their love, their bond and even now, waiting for Season 2 to premiere, I'm still brooding because I almost know that it'll be Kaname x Yuki...no spoilers, mmkay?. Regardless, that's what these are for, right? So, this is my way of saying 'thanks' to Zero x Yuki for being such an awesome pairings! And a mini-dedication to my own personal Yuki who is very much as real a Yuki as there can be, utena. Thanks for bringing her to life, hun. :)

Fanmix Title: your OBSESSION
Fandom: Vampire Knight
Character (s): Zero Kiryuu x Yuki Cross
Length: 40:14
Link: http://www.mediafire.com/?zbgzmyen41m

1. Your Obsession © Joanna
Gonna be your obsession
Gonna be what you're living for can't live without
Gonna be your obsession
Gonna be the only thing you think about
I'll be like your reflection
You'll find that you'll never get rid of me
I'll make a strong impression
Gonna bring you to your knees

2. All Fall Down © One Republic
If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me

Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
our fingers to our toes
We just can't get it right
But we're on the road

3. Bleeding Love © Leona Lewis
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

4. Cat & Mouse © Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse
Are we the same people as before this came to light?
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.

5. In My Arms © Plumb
Story books
Are full of fairy-tales
Of kings and queens
And the bluest skies
My heart is torn just in knowing
You'll someday see
The truth for lies
When the
Clouds will rage in
Storms will race in
But you will be safe in my arms

6. S.O.S. (Anything But Love) © Apocalyptica
So go on infect me
Go on and scare me to death
I'll be the victim
You'll be the voice in my head
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love

7. Security © Stacie Orrico
You fell for my heart and You have one thing
You're taking me over and I like that
Had that kind of love but couldn't feel it
I'm so glad you found me because
Other relationship's confusing
The thought of a simple love is crazy
You make me feel like no one has before

8. Nothing Left To Lose © Puddle of Mudd
Something, something's taking over me
Shaking, bottled up inside of me
Crawling, crawling in the shadows so no one finds me
Hiding, paranoid I suffer no sleeping
I'm annoyed, I think you should shut it
Give me no attention or you'll be sorry

9. Ultraviolet © Joanna
He is a wave and he's breaking
He's a problem to solve
And in that circle he's making
I will always revolve
And on his sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good bad and undecided
Burned when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet
Visions so insane
They travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet

10. All I Need © Within Temptation
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now, don't let it close

fell in love WITHOUT YOU - miles/franziska

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Mon, 19 May 2008 03:11:15 GMT

At first, I really didn't understand this pairing. I was mid-way through Justice for All and after meeting Franziska, I didn't know what to think. I explored the pairing a bit with my best friend, eclipseeuphoria, and with that exploration, I have grown to love and adore the pairing of Miles Edgeworth and Franziska Von Karma, all in thanks to my two Franziskas.

eclipseeuphoria; You're the one who turned me on to the pairing in the first place, so I have to thank you for that...so many good memories are attached to this pairing now and I will never regret supporting them over most pairings I see out there. You'll always be my Franziska and Miles will always want to be whipped by you~♥

mei; The Mei to my Reiji...you've continued to allow me to see just how perfect Miles and Franziska are for one another. Whipped or not, I will always support this pairing thanks to your beautiful graphics of the two and your loving support of them. Reiji'd be lost without Mei, no objections~♥

So, this fanmix is dedicated to the two Franziskas that make Miles pimp happy each and every day of his life and for making me see the total and utter bliss this pairing brings. ♥ Love you both~! And now, onto the mix! :D

Fanmix Title: fell in love WITHOUT YOU
Fandom: Phoenix Wright
Character (s): Miles x Franziska
Length: http://www.mediafire.com/?d915kl3x3yy
Link; 43:32

1. I Fell in Love Without You © Motion City Soundtrack

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
We used to call it love

2. Don't Turn Around © Ace of Base

As he walks away
He feels the pain getting strong
People in your life
They don't know what's going on
Too proud to turn around
He's gone
Don't turn around
'Cause you're gonna see my heart breaking
Don't turn around
I don't want you seeing me cry
Just walk away
It's tearing me apart that you're leaving
I'm letting you go

3. When You Were Young © The Killers

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes
He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young
(Talks like a gentleman)
(Like you imagined)
When you were young

4. No Air © Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

5. Broken Hearted © Eighteen Visions

I want to feel how I used to feel
When everything was in the palm of my hand
And you were here with me, oh
You know I just don't get it
You know I really don't get it at all
That you would leave so sudden well did you know
You would leave me all alone

6. Vienna © The Fray

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
But this is the distance
And this is my gameface

7. Asthenia © Blink 182

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

8. Meet You There © Simple Plan

Now you're gone,
I wonder why
You left me here,
I think about it on, and on,
and on, and on, and on, again.
I know you're never coming back,
I hope that you can hear me,
I'm waiting to hear from you..
Until i do,
You're gone away,
I'm left alone,
A part of me is gone,
And I'm not moving on,
So wait for me,
I know the day will come..

9. Devil © Staind

She sits alone again and tries her best not to pretend that all she used to live
for was the love that wasn't there
And every time she needs to do the things that she believes will fill the void
inside of her cuz he was never there
And she says,
"I swear I'm not the devil
though you think I am.

10. Won't Stop © One Republic

You take this hand
You take this heart
Steal my bones
From 1,000 miles apart
Feels so cold
Felt just like its ten shades of winter
And i need the sun

BOUNUS TRACK;
Lullaby © Shock Treatment

(Nation)
I feel the heat from your skin
And the stubble on your chin
You're no good

(Cosmo)
You're no good

(Nation)
You've got dirt on your hands
And everybody understands
You're no good

(Cosmo)
Mmmm...you're no good

(Nation)
Oh, what a joke (What a joke)
You feel like choking
You play for broke (You play for broke)
He'll leave you smoking

(Cosmo)
Oh, romance is not a children's game

(Nation)
But you keep going back
It's driving you insane

somebody's me - miles/phoenix

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Wed, 14 May 2008 05:53:31 GMT

Oh, what can I say about this pairing...it was my first pairing in the Phoenix Wright series and their relationship just intriges me so much. It's love/hate, it's friendship, it's an amazing relationship. ♥ Most likely the most cliché pairing in the series, it still is a very adorable pair in my eyes. So, I can only hope this fanmix does it justice.

There are two more Phoenix Wright fanmixes on the way, so be on the lookout for them very soon! ♥

Fanmix Title: Somebody's Me
Fandom: Phoenix Wright
Character (s): Miles x Phoenix
Length: 47:16
Link; http://www.mediafire.com/?n0tdepbm1wy

1. All You Wanted © Michelle Branch

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away

2. The Right Kind of Wrong © Leanne Rimes

I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

3. It Ends Tonight © The All-American Rejects

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all

4. Here is Gone © Goo Goo Dolls

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

5. The Last Night © Skillet

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.

6. I Don't Know You Anymore © Savage Garden

We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day

7. Pleased to Meet You © Aniki

You’re not always easy to share space with.
Some days you wake up ten times bigger than you are.
I can’t get my arms around you
And we are silent worlds apart.
Should I introduce myself?
I’m pleased to meet you
You don’t seem to recognise me
But you know you look just like someone
That I used to know.
I’m pleased to meet you
You know I think you used to love me
But now it seems like that was a whole lifetime ago

8. My Sacrafice © Creed

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

9. Monsters Invisible © Motion City Soundtrack

It’s hard to admit, my weaknesses can consume me.
I search for the cure in the bottles of varied volumes, yeah.
The joke of it is I express myself without purpose (a purpose for living)
Yet you devour my small bits
Of madness and make-believe.

10. All Over You © The Spill Canvas

In my daydreams, in my sleep,
infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
is please try.
Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough

11. Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Will Escape © Underoath

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another.
Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey unloving I will love you, I will love you, I will love you

12. Somebody's Me © Enrique Iglesias

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me

EDIT
Inspiried by mei, a song that seems to sum up all of Miles' feelings towards the ever objecting Phoenix;
I Like Your Booty (But I'm Not Gay)

And this is kinda a mini-dedication to my almost reluctant Ryu-chan. See? They can be in love, even if they are two dashing men in suits. X3 ♥

missin' you - sora x kairi

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Wed, 07 May 2008 06:59:12 GMT

My first major video game obsession spawns a pairing that is just so delicate and so sweet...♥ I always had such a hard time with choosing between Sora/Kairi and Riku/Kairi, but with Kairi's sincereity and Sora's adorable goofy-ness, I just couldn't resist their adorable relationship. ♥

Fanmix Title: Missin' You
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Character (s): Sora x Kairi
Length: 43:38
Link; http://www.mediafire.com/?1y5x1xxt4sm

1. When You're Gone © Avril Lavigne

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

2. Everywhere © Michelle Branch

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

3. Far Away © Nickelback

'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go

4. A Thousand Miles © Vanessa Carlton

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

5. I Miss You © Dream Street

And if the distance keeps you from my side
It won't change my mind
I'll be waiting for you
And even though yesterday has gone
We can dream for today
Believe in tomorrow

6. Somewhere © Within Temptation

Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing 's for sure,
You're always in my heart.
I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul

7. Home © Michael Buble

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

8. It Is You (I Have Loved) © Dana Glover

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

9. Where You Are © Jessica Simpson & Nick Lachey

There are times
I swear I know you're here
When I forget about my fears
Feeling you my dear
Watchin over me
And my hope seeks
What the future will bring
When you wrap me in your wings
And take me:
Where you are

10. I Miss You © Incubus

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream

11. My Heart Will Go On © Celine Dion

Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart,
And my heart will go on and on

AND...! I made an icon to go along with the spirit of the pairing;

can't buy me love - bancoran x reno

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Tue, 06 May 2008 02:48:55 GMT

Back on GreatestJournal, I was involved in a roleplay by the name of Port Gaza where I choose to play the character Reno from the popular Final Fantasy series. I decided a male prostitute, however cliché, was the perfect role for him. The roleplay started off very well, fun, however I, as the mun, made a few mistakes, thus the RP began to loose everything I ever thought it was. However, one character, rather one person brought the roleplay back to love for me and her name is ada, whom played a handsome character by the name of Bancoran. A romance blossomed between the two, as fragile and mysterious as it was, and the pairing became second nature to me. ♥ The threads between ada and myself became the only fond memories of the roleplay that I had...so, in making this very short and choppy EP, I include all of the memories of that roleplay and, in turn...ada, I dedicate this to you. I'm sorry it's not as wonderful as the BancoranxReno we knew, but hey...worth a shot, right? ♥ I hope you enjoy it~!

Fanmix Title: can't buy me love
Fandom: Patalliro! & Final Fantasy VII
Character (s): Bancoran x Reno
Length: 18:57
Link; http://www.mediafire.com/?xj2lxtdrjwo

1. Love Hurts © Nazareth

Love hurts, love scars,
Love wounds, and marks,
Any heart, not tough,
Or strong, enough
To take a lot of pain

Enter Reno, a young prostitute on the streets of Port Gaza. He'd sleep with anyone willing to spare the money or the time. He'd been hurt quite a bit, both physically and mentally, so the word love meant nothing to him. He was easy to fall into it, rather fall into lust, however the confusion in his heart would cause him to believe such a thing as that, a thing as love. He sold his body and in that business, there was so such thing as love.

2. Holding Out For A Hero © Frou Frou

Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and turn and dream of what I need

The redhead had been living this life for longer then he cared to remember, his body belonging to every male who had ever tasted his flesh. He would dream in his quiet time about someone who would take him away from this life of servitude to the sex hungry civilians of the port and from his own demons. It seemed just in time a suave, handsome male entered the scene, entered his life...a man by the name of Jack Barbarossa Bancoran, or more simply, Bancoran. His dark eyes held no malice, no want for a favor in the form of his shirtless body...perhaps his hero had arrived?

3. Can't Buy Me Love © Michael Buble

I'll give you all I've got to give, if you say you love me too
I may not have a lot to give, but what I got I'll give to you
I don't care too much for money
Money can't buy me love

Despite being paid for his acts of love from all those around him...he felt different when it came to this handsome gentleman. Nothing would please him more then for this to be the one that he would fall in love with and the one that would actually love him back. He wanted nothing, no money, no rewards..only the knowledge that his company was wanted for more then intimacy at the price of a pretty penny.

4. I Think I'm In Love © Lea Salonga

Is this love
Feeling restless inside
Wanting you
To always be my side
I dont even want you out of my side
You are in my thoughts all day and night
I cant get you out of my mind
I think Im in love

The more time he spent with Bancoran, the more he began to see that his existence was more then the past years of his life, more then useless lovemaking. Reno felt short of breathe, his heart beating in his throat. He longed to turn around, face the world with the knowledge, embrace the fact that he felt love and he knew the one whom he loved was Bancoran...he thought perhaps he would be the one to break the chain of lust vs love and allow love to be victorious.

5. I Want You To Want Me © Cheap Trick

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me

Reno'd change his life, renounce his ways and become an honest man if it meant a simple smile or word of acceptance from the elegant man. Sleeping around and the money it got him meant nothing if he couldn't look up into Bancoran's eyes and relinquish his mind, body and soul. In his own way, this man was his Happily Ever After.

let her into your heart - kyoxtohru

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:40:45 GMT

Fanmix #3! ♥ Getting hang of this stuff. This mix is a little different, as I actually took the time to jot down my thoughts for each song...which is why this took so long. XD Lazy, man...anyway...

KyoXTohru was a pairing that, at first, I did not like. I was more found of Kyo with Uo, however reading further into the series, I saw that Tohru truly did care for Kyo and Kyo for Tohru...and the pairing just sort of grew on me. Fruits Basket was one of my first major fandoms, so doing a fanmix for it means a lot to me. Then again, I saw that with every fanmix. XD So, enjoy!

Fanmix Title: let her into your heart
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Character (s): Kyo Sohma x Tohru Honda
Length: 43:24
Link; http://www.mediafire.com/?v42bm9pj5hh

01. Somewhere I Belong © Linkin Park
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

Enter Kyo, an angry almost member of the Chinese Zodiac. This Sohma was unsure of his place in his family and in his own life. He took out all his aggression on those around him. In all honesty, he just wanted to find his place amongst family, friends...he hadn't a soul to soothe his pain or who would understand him.

02. When The Day Met The Night © Panic! At The Disco
When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer

As if by a chance, Miss Tohru Honda wandered into the Sohma's home. She was peaceful, overly optimstic and a bit of a space cadet, however in her, Kyo saw something he hadn't seen in quite a while. Tohru was different, different from his family, from who he had been surrounded by. With just a smile, Kyo felt himself unsure of what he should be thinking about this mysterious girl who longed to be born in the Year of the Cat.

03. Everything You Want © Vertical Horizen
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

Tohru began to stay with the Sohmas and that's when Kyo began to actually stay home. Kyo and Tohru, along with Kyo's rival and cousin, Yuki, began to share moments of peace...however that wouldn't last long. Yuki was nicknamed 'The Prince', for obvious reasons and deep in his mind, he knew that he could never be like Yuki and in turn, perhaps he would never be able to make Tohru smile the way Yuki did.

04. Crazy For This Girl © Evan and Jared
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

Slowly, however surely, Kyo began to feel different in a way. He felt himself subdued by her smile, by her charm and he couldn't deal with such a thing. He became a bit more fierce in attitude, however that didn't stop Tohru from smiling, from conversing with him, from wanting to be a Cat. However, Tohru being just a tad spacey, wouldn't soon realise that Kyo had indeed fallen for her.

05. Accidently in Love © Counting Crows
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Despite his feelings, what did Kyo know about love?! He hadn't the tact, an obvious point. Besides that, Kyo knew who held Tohru's fragile heart. It grew harder and harder just to look at Tohru; he couldn't ignore this. She had a sincereity within her being that Kyo just could not escape...perhaps this was truly love.

06. Ready To Fall © Joey Fatone
I get a feeling I can't explain
Whenever your eyes meet mine
My heart spins in circles
And I lose all space in time
And now that
We're standing face to face
Something tells me it's gonna be okay

Perhaps the big confession? Kyo knows this girl, as simple as she is, is causing all of these odd feelings, these sensations. Nothing seems right anymore and despite the lack of confidence in himself, Tohru can still see the 'plum on his back'. He may doubt this, believing the Prince Yuki has her heart, however in the very back of his mind, he knew everything would be okay, as long as Tohru was around.

07. What's Left of Me © Nick Lachey
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

Being excluded from his own home, his own family, he had lost most of his innocence and his genuine feelings, replacing them with anger and rage. He was left to continue through life in the shadow of the original Zodiac, always two steps behind Yuki. Despite Kagura's urges to make him see he was accepted, he didn't feel it. He had Tohru within his veins and being accepted by her seemed to be the ultimate acceptance.

08. First Time © Lifehouse
Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

He may have trained with bears [so says the rumor] and he may have battled back against tougher opponents [a lost, as per Yuki] but this seemed to be the hardest task he would ever have to go through. He had sealed himself, his anger and regret, away and out of sight and to open up if even in the slightest was taking a risk. However, it seemed Miss Honda was worth that risk. And she would have to prove worthy as she would be put up against what Kyo truly was...and that's what scared him.

09. Iris © Goo Goo Dolls
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Kyo's truest form...the deepest and darkest part of his heart. He knew he wasn't accepted and once Tohru had witnessed his grotesque transformation, it was all over. He thought that no one, not even Tohru, would be able to overcome the demon within him. What Kyou did not expect was for Tohru to see him, for her to look upon him and offer the hand of love, the hand of acceptance.

10. We're A Miracle © Christine Aguilera
Here we are, safe at last
We can breath a sigh, seems the storm has passed
Through it all, no one knew,
That all the tears in heaven, would bring me back to you
No one I know, imagined we would make it
But it only matters that we both believe

In her arms he was carried into a life he hadn't known. They had overcome every obstacle, faced every fear and the two had made it out alive...and together. He found someone who accepted him and she found someone who would fill that void, who would allow her smile to burn bright. Their meeting, their formed love...it was truly a miracle.

11. Hey Jude © Joe Anderson
Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

When Kyo allowed Tohru to enter his heart, he was allowing himself to heal those bruises he carried upon his soul. Perhaps it was fear that Tohru would turn out to be like his mother, like his family...however, she was now in his system, she was within him, the blood in his veins and the one thing that would allow him to believe that there was still love in the world...and Kyo had found the purest form in Miss Tohru Honda.

a lovesick melody - yukixshuichi

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 17:21:23 GMT

Ah, fanmix number #2 and it feels so niiice~I still have about 7 I'm working on, so getting this one done...huge accomplishment! There's another one on the way, I just need to complete the covers and such.

Anywho, welcome to the world of boys love...Gravitation. ♥ This was my second yaoi/shounen-ai/boys love, so it'll always be kinda special to me. What this fanmix attempts to accomplish is show both sides of Yuki and Shuichi, their views on love. Tracks 1 - 5 is Yuki, 6 - 10 is Shuichi and the final song is sort of an ode to them both, if that makes any sense. :3 I may come back here to better describe song by song, however the lack of motivation is stunning~♥ So, enjoy!

Fanmix Title: a lovesick melody
Fandom: Gravitation
Character (s): Eiri Yuki X Shuichi Shindou
Length: 38:12
Link; http://www.mediafire.com/?r5b0wl5sjry

01. Stop This Song [Lovesick Melody] © Paramore
I've gone to far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
Won't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along
Someone stop this song, so I won't sing..
I never let love in so I could keep my heart from hurting
The longer that I live with this idea, the more I sink into this 4/4 beat
I'm in time with you

02. Folkin' Around © Panic! At The Disco
You've never been so divine
In accepting your defeat
And I've never been more scared to be alone
If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep
Then I'm putting out the lantern
Find your own way back home

03. Cold © Crossfade
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

04. Better Than Me © Hinder
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

05. You Could Be Happy © Snow Patrol
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

~ - ~

06. What Hurts The Most © Cascada
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

07. Do You Know? [The PingPong Song] © Enrique Iglesias
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know)
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

08. Too Much To Ask © Avril Lavigne
Every time I try to make you smile,
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh,
You can't your too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I’m askin for?

09. What You Don't Know © Monrose
What you don't know
Is that your scars are beautiful
What you don't know
Its your imperfections are what make me whole
What you don't know
Is how I spiral down
Cause I can't speak whenever you're around

10. Apologize © OneRepublic
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, like an angel
Heaven let me think was you...

11. I'm Not Dead © P!nk
You can do the math a thousand ways but you can't erase the facts
That others come and others go but you always come back
I'm a winter flower underground always thirsty for summer rain
And just like the change of seasons
I know you'll be back again

Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (general fandom)

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 22:50:43 GMT

Okay, I am a bad co-mod. I am only just now getting around to posting this fanmix that I've had done since the beginning of Feb. -_-;

But, none the less, here it is. The fandom is Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. A general overview of the series and some of its characters. If you are curious as to why I chose a song for this mix, don't be afraid to ask. ^_^

Download here

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 06:44:35 GMT

These are both old, but worth posting? D: Grahh. U-uhm, these are for two of my favorite pairings evar, so... I hope other people like them :D? Oh -- and if there's anything wrong with the downloads, tell me. I'll re-up 'em ASAP.

download; megaupload.

download; megaupload

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Wed, 13 Feb 2008 03:55:43 GMT

So, my obsession for incest in anime/manga has driven me to support a few pairings that I normally wouldn't find fitting in most cirumstances. However, I then came across Tenjho Tenge and I was just...shocked by how the brother/sister pairing between Shin and Maya Natsumé worked so well and won be over without must of a fight on my part. So, in honor of their love, I bring you my first ever fanmix..

Fanmix Title: Forbidden Love
Fandom: Tenjho Tenge
Character (s): Shin Natsumé X Maya Natsumé
Length: 01:01:09
Link; Here @ MediaFire

01. Forbidden Love © Madonna
Just one smile on your face
Was all it took to change my fortune
Just one word from your mouth
Was all I needed to be certain

02. Cry Little Sister © Sisters of Mercy
Cry little sister (thou shall not fall)
Come come to your brother (thou shall not die)
Unchain me sister (thou shall not feel)
Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill)

03. You Are My Rock © Delta Goodrem
You are my rock, you touch my soul
You brought me light, when I couldn't go on
You showed me the secrets, that I could unlock
You are my brother, you are my rock

04. How Did I Fall In Love With You? © The Backstreet Boys
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

05. Haunted © Evanescence
Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I know I'll find you somehow

06. Aquarius © Within Tempation
I relinquish to your powers.
From your grasp, I just can't hide.
I missed the danger I had to conquer.
You made me feel alive.
They say I have to be aware,
That one day you won't let me go,
I'll drown, you'll take me down

07. Ephiphany © Staind
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
'cause i talk to you like children
Though i don't know how i feel
But i know i'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

08. Posion © Groove Coverage
Your cruel device
your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill...
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins

09. Leave Out All The Rest © Linkin Park
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

10. Go Mad © Caleb Kane
And I just wanna be near to you
When the things we done come clear to you
And I wanna go mad, I wanna go mad
I wanna go mad for a minute
I just wanna be in it

11. Devour © Disturbed
I will devour you
Take all the pain away
I cannot stay my hand
From reaching out so that I can
Empower you
For all eternity
It seems to ease my mind
To know that you've brought
Meaning to my life

12. My World © SR71
Does he make you high, make you real?
Does he make you cry? Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you

13. Gifts and Curses © Yellowcard
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

14. Everything We Had © The Academy Is
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

15. One Sweet Day © Mariah Carey ft. Boyz II Men
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

2 fanmixes: Kingdom Hearts (SoraxKairi) & Death Note (Light Yagami)

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 01:14:06 GMT

So... these are from earlier this month, but here are 2 fanmixes I made. I hope you enjoy them! :D Front & back covers are included in the zip file =]

Title; Without The Stars
Focus; Sora/Kairi from Kingdom Hearts
Tracks; 13

Length; 0:50:23
About; Well, here it is... my second fanmix. I'm not really a huge S/K fan, but aw, they're cute. And yeah. This mix covers a lot of aspects of their relationship, including the time they were apart, and things that I believe might have happened outside of the game.
Also! The final song on the mix is the only non-English song. I wasn't sure if I was going to include it at first, but considering that it IS the mix's namesake, I figured it'd be a good idea to add it in.
Download; at MediaFire

Title; Follow Me Into He(ll)aven
Focus; Light Yagami from Death Note
Tracks; 19

Length; 1:06:23
About; My first fanmix... it's not the best, but I think it's alright. ^^; Most of the songs are dark, and just... really Light. Yeah.
Download; at MediaFire

Comment if you take~ & of course, input is always welcome ^^
Also, if you're curious about my song choices, feel free to ask.

Shadow Hearts (3 Mixes)

mouhitorinokei@aol.com — Tue, 29 Jan 2008 23:23:06 GMT

These are far from perfect... but I'm really excited to share! They are my very first fanmixes- and I could help but make three. Please check them out, I hope you like!~ ♥

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