my headphones

cosmicdesign @ 2008-11-21T12:44:00

2008-11-21T17:45:01Z

i've moved!

http://www.scribbld.net/users/saturnascends/

cosmicdesign @ 2008-11-19T23:51:00

2008-11-20T04:51:45Z

oddly educational.

puppy

2008-11-16T05:55:22Z

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/shiba-inu-puppy-cam

i've been watching this for like twenty minutes.

awesome.

2008-11-15T21:58:58Z

Amputee day happened.

It was an accident,

but it HAPPENED.

Edit: Also?
Trent Reznor can transform into a fucking dinosaur.

space potatoes. Or: more stupid videos

2008-11-13T23:38:28Z

this makes me think of kim.

2008-11-09T05:40:22Z

cosmicdesign @ 2008-11-07T22:45:00

2008-11-08T03:46:08Z

OH MY GOD

what i'm listening to

2008-11-06T23:42:54Z

1.

2. i believe - simian mobile disco
3. drunken punch up at a wedding - radiohead
4. blind - hercules & love affair
5. fancy footwork - chromeo

pretty much everywhere. it's gonna be hot.

2008-11-05T00:08:17Z

i laughed at this for like an hour.

the end had me rolling

fearnet actually came out with something funny?

2008-10-29T23:38:28Z

http://www.hulu.com/666-film-festival

why HAVEN'T we seen evil dead 2 yet?

i want new icons

2008-10-29T14:51:22Z

my fingers are so cold.

Are you bored? not particularly. just woke up.

What were you doing at 10:00 pm last night? napping!

Ever been swimming in a lake or river? yes D:

What's irritating you right now? my irresponsibility

How many different houses have you lived in throughout your life? six

What is your name if you spell it without the letters "e" "y" and "t"? maria. XD

If someone doesn't like you, it’s usually because? i'm too eloquent. or a dork.

What color cell phone do you have? silver and blue

Are you a morning person or a night person? night

Where is your cell phone? next to me. charging.

What time did you go to sleep last night? 330.

Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list? Ann.

Background on your cell phone? david's cookies

What are you doing this weekend? coming for a fucking awesome visit to chicago

Do you consider yourself a study freak? not as much as i should. D: i really need to start doing homework at home

Last place you took a plane to? Europe

Are you different now than you were six months ago? Yeah.

Do you usually tell people when your mad at them? i'm bad at being subtle

Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with R? no

Do you think you are an argumentative person? not at all. i don't seek out conflict.

Will next weekend be a good one? probably. this one will be awesome, but next weekend i'll probably be working

How did you feel when you woke up today? very. very. cold.

Is anyone on your bad side right now? just customers in general. and megan.

Do you regret anything you have done in the past three months? probably.

Who is your first speed dial besides voicemail? lol i don't use speed dial

Your favorite number? no idea. 65.

When was the last time you had your hair cut? like last year. i've been cutting my own bangs because i'm not sure if i want to grow my hair out or cut it.

Do you tell your parents everything? no. i dont see them much.

When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more? i like to sit and read

Do you think Starbucks is expensive? i suppose

Are you named after a family member? not that i know of

Done anything illegal lately? i ran a red light

Where did you sleep last night? in my own bed

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? regular

Do you sleep on your stomach? yes.

Are there any stressful situations in your life? arent there always? basically just writing papers for my comp class. and how fucking retarded my professor is. i'm sorry, but i write better than the grades he gives me.

What's the last thing you ate? sushi last night with ann

Can you sleep in jeans? no. D:

What is something you just don’t understand? my math project. due tomorrow.

Who was the last person you were in a car with except for family? aaron

Where were you at midnight last night? in my room. writing and making adorable photo manips

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be? no?

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? no

What do you look forward to in the next 3 months? picking new classes. finding a new phone. where this is going with aaron. :)

When was the last time you gave/were given flowers? dayna sent me flowers for graduation. :D

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Comic con a few years ago.

Do you like winter? sometimes. i don't like being cold.

Do you regret anything? always.

What are you doing tomorrow? class from 955 - 415 and then work from 6 - 10

Honestly, what's on your mind right now? "i REALLY need to get up and clean/shower/get dressed before aaron gets here but instead i'm going to tag people and do this quiz."

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you? i hope not

What are you feeling right now? gross and coldness.

How did you get the idea for your livejournal name? DNA - saul williams. ancient niggas align. path of cosmic design.

What time were you born? i think two in the afternoon

What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing? wayward soldier - bear mccreary

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? i cried when princess di died

What color underwear are you wearing? pink

Do you want a baby? no

What does your mom do for a living? tries to keep her job

What does your dad do for a living? acts like a dick to the guys that work for him

What is your pet's name? lucy

What color are your bedsheets? blue and white. with an obnoxiously thick/heavy/pink third comforter

What was the last concert you attended? Delerium

Who was with you? My sister.

What was the last movie you saw? Funny Games. D: It had potential but it was so pretentious

Who do you dislike most at this moment? no one? megan if i think about it.

What food are you craving right now? pizza

Did you dream last night? i dont remember

What was the last tv show you watched? probably colbert

What is your fave piece of jewelry? my ring

What is to the left of you? my chair

Who is your best friend of the opposite sex? david. Mark. :D

What shampoo do you use? aussie ginger for volume~

Are you on any meds? nope

Do you have a mental disease? prolly

What shirt are you wearing? a gigantic hellsing Tshirt

What time is it? 1048

What color is your razor? light blue

What is your fave frozen treat? stephen colberts americone dream

Are you sexy? i like to think i'm attractive, if not sexy

Whats your favorite shopping store? tjmaxx rofl. they have some of the most randomly interesting things. target for everything else.

Are you thirsty? not really?

Can you imagine yourself ever getting married? no

i wont let this happen to my children

2008-10-28T04:13:32Z

lmao

this movie is about kat and kim's child.

I GOT TO DRINK THAT PURPLE DRANK

2008-10-25T05:35:44Z

i know y'all know my name
but pretty soon
y'all gon' know about this purple drank

we hav suffr 4 2 lng. it is tim we gt bck at dem!11

2008-10-22T23:54:18Z

da depf of hell
U go 4evr

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4578431/11/Da_Satanic_Hyms

this is beautiful

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2008-10-19T04:32:22Z

XD
one of my favorites

:/

2008-10-17T18:53:55Z

you know, it's ONE thing to basically stalk me and keep asking for my IM despite the fact that I have told you OVER AND OVER 'i don't have one' because i KNOW you'll just stalk me more

and when i finally give in and say "hey lets go for sushi today at two because we haven't in a while"

and then to STAND ME UP ?

this is fucking ridiculous

i'm sorry that i dont answer every single one of your text messages, valentina, but when you try to guilt me over Facebook and essentially act like a desperate retard, can you blame me for not wanting to bring myself down?

so i'm bound to be a little pissed when you don't show up.

gawd.

swedish for beginners

2008-10-16T22:42:09Z

I feel like I've become out of touch.

Not with you guys, though there's certainly no lack of that going on (not that any of it is beyond what's normal)

But I've become out of touch with myself, as middle-school as that sounds.

I've become arrogant and vain, even if I'm not, I act like I am. I've become a caricature of myself on my best days. And I'm worried that this over-confident person that smiles and rolls her eyes at Dr. Walrus and makes ridiculous jokes isn't who I am. And that this self-assured persona is who Aaron is attracted to.

He's nothing like TJ. At all. That says enough. But I remember that this was an issue that came up, when he told me that I wasn't the same person as I was when we were just "friends".
And I still worry.

You know that, with you, I'm myself. I'm as close to the true definition of self as I ever am. It's how I want to be with all of my friends. Not seeing you every weekend makes it awkward. Difficult, even, to remember what I'm supposed to act like. Does that make sense without making it seem as though I need to define myself by other people?

I feel isolated. I thought I would be happy to have a blank slate to start over, and I am because of the people I talk to and have made casual friends with. Because of simple things like the people in my Comp class. And the fact that my Philosophy professor used a heroin sex orgy as an example of hedonism.

The isolation is awkwardly internal, coming from over-thinking when I'm focused and in hindsight, when I tell Aaron "I promise I'm not as arrogant as I seem. I'm not this vain." trying to reassure myself in the process. i think he gets it. It's a defense mechanism, right? I'm nervous, I don't want to mess this up (and neither does he but that doesn't mean my Facebook status is as "in a relationship" yet, lol. we learn from past mistakes and i'm more of a realist[big girl] than i was before, but this feels pretty special.)

I don't know. Just writing about this has made me feel better.
How's that for meaningful, bitches?

david, if you grow a beard, we will BUY that for you

rude and not ginger

2008-10-16T03:33:45Z

Die Hard 4 - funny - bruce willis + retarded + HAL - plot + shia lebouf = eagle eye

=>

bad movie + adorably sweet boy = happiness

cosmicdesign @ 2008-10-13T14:32:00

2008-10-13T18:34:16Z

font

2008-10-10T06:00:25Z

mailbox! open mailbox!

meaningful

2008-10-09T02:52:03Z

Since my last four or so posts have been retarded videos, I guess I owe a fr rlz update.

Since you guys left my life has been like this: work, school, write.

That isn't to say I dislike it. Because this is nowhere near the case. I love the girls I work with and my job in general (especially when it pays off and I get to meet someone really truly nice.) These aren't people I would go out with outside of work (possibly because going out would involve clubs. And despite what they think I look like, I am not 21.)

School has been a similar situation. And friends have been made. :] There's Caitlin in my Government class. She's a sweetheart. Amy in my Philosophy class. She's twenty-six but doesn't look it and is the type of person you usually read teen books about. Wait, no, that came out wrong. But you get what I mean, right? Came from an alcoholic family, doesn't touch the stuff, works at youth centers for children of alcoholic/abusive parents, is a professional cake-decorator genius. We've had some really interesting conversations because her views on friendship and honesty match with mine. I make it sound like trivializing or arrogant, but you know that's not what I'm getting at. Anyway, this is all filler. ♥

My composition class, despite the fact that it's taught by a walrus, has been undoubtedly the most fun I've had at this school. Mostly this is because it's the only class where all the students talk to each other. Like Tuesday: for whatever reason, one of the girls thought it would be a good idea to mess with the clock in the classroom and set it fast 15 minutes. Well it didn't work out and the hands began spinning obnoxiously fast. It sounds so stupid now but at the time everyone was laughing to the point where we were in tears. Mr. (wait, no, Dr.) Walrus came in and it was back to pretending that we had no idea what happened. Ashley had gone so far to try to wipe our fingerprints off of the clock so we laughed at her for that too.

Did I mention there seems to be an attraction between me and another guy in that class? Because totally. He's sort of adorkable.

Um. What else?

Well last Friday I went to visit Danziger. We talked for about ten minutes and then in came Ksenia. I did a good job of being condescending whenever possible to the point where it was clear we weren't talking to her..

I honestly really enjoy talking to Danziger. Because he really is not crazy.

Anyway, I really miss you guys. And Kimlet. I've taken to just stopping at her house whenever I want to see her, even if she cannot come with me.

Body massage

2008-10-06T04:40:21Z

this happens
in every single one of my dreams

wat

2008-10-04T02:07:47Z

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2008-09-29T00:25:26Z

That presidential debate was perhaps the most infuriating thing I've ever seen.
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another language

2008-09-24T17:19:04Z

Six ships you're into right now
1. Tosh/Owen (Torchwood)
2. Jack/Ianto (Torchwood)
3. Gaeta/Baltar (BSG) ... kind of.
4. adama/roslin (BSG)
5. Booth/Brennan (Bones)
6. ...doctor/master (doctor who)

Three ships you liked, but don’t like anymore
7. Cally/Tyrol (BSG)
8. Kara/Lee (BSG)
9. kara/anders (BSG)

Four ships you never liked
10. Integra/Alucard (Hellsing) I'MSORRYBABY
11. doctor/rose (doctor who)
12. owen/gwen (torchwood)
13. Lee/Dualla (BSG)

Two ships you're curious about, but don’t actually ship
14. tosh/ianto (torchwood)
15. gaeta/baltar (bsg)

Why do you dislike #11 so much? (doctor/rose)

Ugh. It's just gross. I mean, so much of it is for the fanservice, like at the end of season 4. I haaaate Rose with the Doctor. "DOCTAH OMG I LOVE YOOOOU" I mean, while I get that it's important for his character to show that, I wish Rose had been less of a Sue..

Who is someone you know that ships #14? (Tosh/Ianto)

Umm...I think we all speculate on it. Chris and Jessie might but it's more "won't this be cute" hypothetical.

What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3? (Gaeta/Baltar)

I don't know if I ship them, lol. I mean, It's pretty obvious Gaeta has had a crush on Baltar but I wanna see what exactly happened with them on on New Caprica and omg i just avoided the question.

Which is your favorite moment for couple #1? (Tosh/Owen)

Canonically? Tosh coming to see Owen at his flat after he's dead/undead and trying to be all nice and then him flipping out on her and then later, at the Hub, she's like, "...I turned off your TV" and gives him his keys. LMAO i did not describe that well at all.

How long have you been following couple #6? (Doctor/Master)

Not long. Since summer. It's so sexy.

What's the story with #8? What made you stop liking them/caring? (Kara/Lee)

Oh jesus, the love quadrangle in season 3. I hated how drawn out that was. I loved their ship in the beginning but after that? Annoying.

You have the power to make one ship non existent. Choose from #10 or #12. (Integra/Alucard or Owen/Gwen)

12. Hands down. Probably because I really really dislike Gwen.

Which ship do you prefer #2 or #4? (Jack/Ianto or Adama/Roslin)

4. It is so freaking adorable. ♥

What interests you about #15? (Gaeta/Baltar)

Well, the fact that it gives Gaeta something to have a plotline. I can't wait to finish season 4 so I can see if they go somewhere with it.

Why did you stop liking #7? (Cally/Tyrol)

Because at first I thought it might be cute but then they just sprung it on us before the big year jump and I just went "WTF?" You really did not see it coming. And that's what killed it for me.

Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the show? (Kara/Anders)

Oh no way. I mean, it made me like Kara a bit less, but....come on. BSG, there's like forty billion characters to choose from to focus on in an episode.

What’s a song that reminds you of #5? (Booth/Brennan)

Probably something about unrequited love. Iono. I'm a little weird with the BB pairing.

If you could have any of these two pairings double-date, who would it be?

jack/ianto and gaeta/baltar at a gay bar. lol

Have #2 kissed yet? (Jack/Ianto)

UM. MORE THAN. Naked hide and seek lolz.

Did #4 have a happy ending? If the show hasn't ended yet, do you think a happy ending is likely? (Adama/Roslin)

Umm. I think it'll be requited, but since it's BSG I doubt it will be happy.

What would make you start shipping #14? (Tosh/Ianto)

If Owen and Jack were out of the picture.

If only one could happen, which would you prefer, #2 or #6? (Doctor/Master or Jack/Ianto)

Oh, tough. D: Well, I mean...since Janto is canon, I'll go with Doctor/Master. Although THAT'S like..everything but canon.

You have the power to decide the fate of #10. What happens to them? (Integra/Alucard)

Umm. ;-; I don't even know.

Which do you dislike the most?

DOCTOR/ROSE. It's so gross. It's SO gross and I hate her face.

Which of these ships do you love the most?

Tosh/Owen because it has totally the potential to be adorable.