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11/6/08 09:01 pm - [info]forestoftrees - Okay....

My mother is... gah!

My MP3 player disappeared. Seriously. I had it in my pocket, I did the laundry, and I can't find it now. I tore up the house looking for it, and it's no where to be found.

Now Mum's telling me that if I can't find it she's not getting me my Christmas present. Okay, lets go back a little bit.

Christmas is a very hard holiday for my parents because with oil and everything it's hard to afford. So I always ask for cheap things of my parents at Christmas so the Giving Tree can give us a hand. This is the first year I've asked for something a little pricey, an acoustic guitar, or else a key board so I can teach myself piano. I've always wanted to play an instrument that didn't sound as strange as the accordion or the glockenspiel..... -_-

I'm not sure if my mother was getting me either of those, but she said quite plainly, "IF YOU CAN'T FIND THAT MP3 PLAYER YOU'RE GOING TO BE VERY DISAPPOINTED AT CHRISTMAS BECAUSE I'M GOING TO TAKE YOUR GIFT BACK!"

I was like, "When am I not disappointed at Christmas?"

And then you know what my mother accused me of? She accused me of losing my MP3 player on purpose.

...

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!

I've been WANTING a fucking MP3 player for three fucking years! I'm not going to loose the fucking thing on PURPOSE!

You know, actually, my brother was GOING to get me one for Christmas last year. But you know what I got instead? Socks. Why? Because my brother needed to take the MP3 player back so he could get oil for his trailer. I was heart broken. Then when mum came into some money because she canceled my birthday trip to New York she bought me an MP3 player instead.

Not as good but I was still VERY happy. So yeah, I really lost the fucking thing on purpose!

-_-

I fucking hate my mother sometimes. I wish I had moved up with Desi, then I wouldn't have to deal with this bull shit. I'd have a real fucking family instead of a responsibility.

Seriously. That's what I have. I have a dad who can't walk, can't hear, and is half blind that I have had to take care of since I was eight. And a mother who's literally too fat to get off her fucking ass and get herself a glass of water at a sink 5 feet away. Is it just me or is my family backwards? Aren't THEY suppose to take care of and support ME?

For fuck sake... I'm done with this bullshit..

-Carol

7/23/08 11:25 am - [info]forestoftrees

We are very excited for September to come. Why?

1). School is starting! School = <3

2). Fall is coming. Favorite season for most here.

3). (best news of all) WE ARE GOING TO NEW YORK!!!

Whewt! We are so frizzled about this! Carol has never been farther than Boston and now we are going to New York for a late b-day present to her.

We are in good spirits. We hope to find you all in similar spirits!

-hugs-

-Allabe/us

7/17/08 12:49 pm - [info]nowstandstill - Pixel pets.

I made an account and rigged all of these today. I'm only going to post them here one time. If you feel like clicking them once a day, there will be a link to this post on the journal sidebar. Ok. I think that's all. )

7/17/08 11:17 am - [info]forestoftrees - HEY ALL!

So, I know it's been forever since we've posted last. We're sorry. Change of plans for the summer actually. We're going to be back somewhere between the 2ond and 3rd week in August. So We'll be back for Carol's 16th birthday! That's the 25th. SO We'll be updating more often then. ^^

Love you all. Sorry this post is short! ^.^;

-Emmiline/us

5/10/08 03:35 pm - [info]forestoftrees - New Journal!

Right then. I think I'm going to get my own journal like Meg did. I post the most on this one so I'm gonna let the others get a word in.

-Carol

ps. Once my journal is made I will post the link in this post.

[info]scarol

5/6/08 08:56 pm - [info]forestoftrees - Speeches

I won the in-class speech contest and got moved up to go against the sophomore class. I presented today and did well in my opinion, better than I thought I'd do.

I was very shaky and my voice trembled too. People got the point though. ^^

I got positive comments from everyone. And some even noted my shaky-ness but they didn't mind much.

Allabe shouldn't have been behind me though because her crush was sitting right in direct view of the podium and was making her nervous, adding to my being nervous.

-sigh-

All in all it went well though. ^^

-Carol/Meg

5/4/08 06:07 pm - [info]forestoftrees - I Need This Daily.

funny

5/4/08 01:42 pm - [info]forestoftrees

I HATE FUCKING PRE-PAID CREDIT CARDS! THEY CAN ALL BURN IN THE DEEPEST EPITOME OF HELL!

5/2/08 07:19 pm - [info]forestoftrees

I hate pre-paid credit cards.

That is all.

-Carol

4/28/08 10:30 pm - [info]forestoftrees

Meg has her own journal now. It's [info]spunoutonyou and she's added most of you guys.

4/27/08 03:32 pm - [info]forestoftrees - Emmiline person meme

Emmiline thingy )

4/27/08 11:34 am - [info]forestoftrees - A few eggs and a baby

The baby & Eggs(please pay special attention to the gold one?) )

4/24/08 09:51 pm - [info]forestoftrees

Conversation between Meg and I )

Still at Desi's. Going to be home Saturday. Living with her during the summer will be fun. I don't want to go home, though. Thinking about living with Desi and going to the high school up here. It's tempting but, I don't know. I'm hoping this summer I can think about it and decide. Bed now. Nightmares await. Meg's words still sting. Ow. Learning new coping skills will be right around the corner. No more razor blades. I have wine. Stole it from our Ray. I'll be in the garden if you visit.

~done

-Carol

4/21/08 07:26 am - [info]forestoftrees - ^_^

Egg.

Adopt one today!

4/15/08 12:00 pm - [info]amirah posting in [info]multiplicity - welcome..

welcome, everyone.. it's quieter here on Scribbld than in other journal services, but this community is open..

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4/15/08 11:50 am - [info]amirah posting in [info]more_than_one - welcome..

it's good to see you here in this quiet part of the internet.. if you're new here or know this same community from another journal service, please say hello.. :)

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4/15/08 11:40 am - [info]amirah posting in [info]dreamwalkers - An Introduction to Dream Interpretation

Sleeping Prophecy
An Introduction to Dream Interpretation

Human beings spend an average of one or two hours a night lost in another world. In the parallel world of dreams, pictures, places and sounds combine in ways unlike our waking realities. While we are not always sure what to make of our dream lives, it is clear that dreams hold the key to greater self-knowledge and a connection to the collective unconscious. Through accessing folk wisdom about the topic, we can begin our own journey into the depths of our sleeping selves.

Four thousand years ago primal societies saw the dream realm as not only an extension of reality but a more powerful world. Ancient societies saw dreams as largely prophetic. Correctly interpreted, they often helped decide the next course of political and military action and aided in diagnosing diseases. For some Native American and Mexican civilizations, dreams were a means to connect with ancestors who had died and they also served as a way that wisdom could be passed to new generations. In the early 19th century, Sigmund Freud revived the study of dreams as he made dream interpretation an important tool within psychotherapy.

Dream interpretation continues today often employing methods of interpretation gleaned from folk and psychoanalytic sources. Tradition tells us that dreams of a prophetic nature usually occur during the deepest part of your night's sleep, between 2am and 7am. After awaking, a dreamer can often recall the major feature or fact within the dream's narrative and at that point it helps to consult a guide to dream symbols or a specialist in interpretation.

By connecting the details to the dream's major features, one can create meaning out of what initially appeared cryptic. For example, a dream about a dog indicates good luck is on the way while dreaming about a seemingly harmless package of cookies can indicate that you are headed for a dispute with someone. A stomachache can foretell success while an exposed abdomen may point to the fact that someone close to you will betray your confidence. Using more modern interpretive techniques can also aid in lending meaning to dream life. Chase dreams are said to stem from feelings of anxiety in waking life while nudity in a dream symbolizes the feeling of being emotionally exposed or caught off guard.

As you begin your journey into the internal world of dreams, it is helpful to keep a dream diary. After consulting an online dream guide, you can add interpretive information to your journal. By writing down your dreams as they occur, you can discover patterns that may help you to analyze your emotional state and uncover your own prophetic powers.

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4/6/08 01:27 pm - [info]forestoftrees

Ok. This is really starting to piss me off. Is anyone familiar with the The Keisha'ra Series? More importantly does anyone know how to find the characters full names? Like Hai's or Danica's?

4/3/08 07:04 pm - [info]forestoftrees - Pictures!

Da Hairzzz!

New Hair )
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4/3/08 06:08 pm - [info]forestoftrees - EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Got our hair done.

LUUURRRVVVVEEEEE it.


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-Squeeageofthedoom-

We'll se if Daddy August or Sadie will take pictures!

-Carol/Allabe
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