WELL, I'VE LIVED THROUGH MY SHARE OF MISFORTUNE.

Fuck yeah, you know what's awesome? Picking up a game again that you literally haven't touched in like, a decade. I started re-playing CHRONO TRIGGER recently, how great is that? This is seriously one of, if not the best, RPG storylines of my life. I freaking love Ayla. Schala too of course, but goddamn if her fate ever a sad one.

Anyway, the challenge of this? I have CT in the form of Final Fantasy Chronicles, the PSX version. So you know what that means? You need a PSX memory card in order to save shit. You know what I don't have? Oh yeah, you've got it. So literally, I am playing this game taking an annoying fucking risk, and not saving at all.

But I have to say, my party's averaging about level 21, and I just beat Magus for the first time in 600AD. I've already died and had to re-start once, but that was the first time I hit 2300AD. I swear to god though, if that Game Over screen flashes for me, I'll probably have a conniption.

Also, I bought a new pair of uggs yesterday. Fuck yeah, black crochet.

Calling in sick to play games is the best idea I had today.

Every time I'm ready to be over him, he comes back into my life somehow. He was in town this weekend, and we got together. He was only here one night (he was working in a small town two hours away) cause his flight was leaving in the morning. We didn't really do anything, just hung out, but I straight up told him I had deleted him from my phone because when I don't hear from someone in a month, I don't expect to ever hear from them again.

He was trying to re-iterate the fact that he's not "that type" of guy. I flat out told him I didn't trust him, but that it wasn't his fault. He laughed it off with a little bit of a "well, it has to be my fault..." But fuck man, I don't even know.

His birthday is Monday, so I guess I'll fire him some sort of greeting, but -- I have to make sure I don't put too much stock into this.

What a great ass though. Haha.

Well, a lot of shit sucks lately. You know what's even worse than having a huge crush on someone and not doing anything about it? Not being able to do anything about it. I'm probably just talking big right now because I know I won't do anything about it, but I like to think that if he was still here, I'd pursue it. But maybe that's just the naive part of me speaking. The part that doesn't want to believe that I've been too jaded to ever give that much of a damn ever again.

Blah blah blah. I hate love and boys. (But in actuality it's been years since I liked one like this. :\ )

It's waaaaaaaaaaay too fucking cold here right now. I swear to god, there's those warnings on the environmental channel right now that you're not supposed to expose skin outside for more than 10 minutes right now. My feet are fuh-reezing. I hate winter so much, and it hasn't even officially started yet, what the hell!

Oh yeah, and I totally scored LOZ:OoT's Master Quest the other day. Fuck yeah, it's been forever since I played that game.

Also, work sucks, but I have an interview tomorrow with an environmental company. Fingers crossed!

I swear I had something interesting to write about, and then I flat out forgot.

Today was an all right day, on the other hand. Um. Oh yeah, all right, well I'm going to some terrible bar that I hate more than anything tonight. Here's to drinking my face off and having a dynamite time!

I sort of hate myself for liking that new Kanye West song, by the way. It pretty much goes against the fibres of my being.