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[05 Nov 2008|01:08pm] |
So.
- My laptop broke.
- Kevin knocked Kassie up, and she's keeping it. His mom is not speaking to him.
I don't blame her.
- She's been drunk three times since she got pregnant. Fetal alcohol syndrome?
- He and I had been in talks of reconciliation and fixing things, and him breaking
up with her because he told me he still believed that someday we'd be married.
Guess not.
- When he kicked me out, I ended up staying with a friend of my friend Janelle, who
I now lease an apartment with. I shared her 3 bedroom apartment with the friend,
Ryan, Mikey, Dave, and Tyler. Crazy, right? I shared a room with Ryan and Mikey,
who I became super close with.
- The day I met Ryan, he found out he was going back overseas. He's a Marine.
He was to be gone for 14 months.
- 14 months turned into 4 days. I was at the mall yesterday after class and got
a call from him. I looked at my phone. It said his name, and I picked up and
immediately asked where he was that his cell phone was functional?! He
said "in Muskegon." And I asked why, so he said because he got sent home
because he got hurt. I asked what happened, and he told me not to worry. I
tried to press it out of him, but he said it couldn't be that bad because he was
talking to me, and that he'd see me in about 10 minutes at my apartment. I
called Janelle immediately and asked her if she knew, and she tells me,
"Ryan got shot in the stomach and the neck." I almost cried, but she told me
to calm down because he's fine. So I booked it to my car and met him at my
apartment. We hung out for a bit, then he went to Battle Creek to go to the
hospital there to get some shots and get looked over to make sure nothing's
infected. Then he came over late last night, and he spent the night. I only got
like 2 hours of sleep, but I don't care. He felt guilty for keeping me up (he kept
tossing and turning, unable to get comfortable), but a day with no sleep is
nothing compared to what he's been through... so if me staying up and talking
half the night away made him feel any better, it was so worth it.
- Also, he kissed me. I don't know what to think or feel. I still love Kevin so much,
but I know I have to let go.
I'll have more at some point.
This entry is in sort of an annoying format.
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