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Wed, 05 Nov 2008 18:21:17 GMT

So.

- My laptop broke.
- Kevin knocked Kassie up, and she's keeping it. His mom is not speaking to him.
   I don't blame her.
- She's been drunk three times since she got pregnant. Fetal alcohol syndrome?
- He and I had been in talks of reconciliation and fixing things, and him breaking
up with her because he told me he still believed that someday we'd be married.
Guess not.
- When he kicked me out, I ended up staying with a friend of my friend Janelle, who
   I now lease an apartment with. I shared her 3 bedroom apartment with the friend,
   Ryan, Mikey, Dave, and Tyler. Crazy, right? I shared a room with Ryan and Mikey,
   who I became super close with.
- The day I met Ryan, he found out he was going back overseas. He's a Marine.
    He was to be gone for 14 months.
    - 14 months turned into 4 days. I was at the mall yesterday after class and got
       a call from him. I looked at my phone. It said his name, and I picked up and
       immediately asked where he was that his cell phone was functional?! He
       said "in Muskegon." And I asked why, so he said because he got sent home
       because he got hurt. I asked what happened, and he told me not to worry. I
       tried to press it out of him, but he said it couldn't be that bad because he was
       talking to me, and that he'd see me in about 10 minutes at my apartment. I
       called Janelle immediately and asked her if she knew, and she tells me,
       "Ryan got shot in the stomach and the neck." I almost cried, but she told me
       to calm down because he's fine. So I booked it to my car and met him at my
       apartment. We hung out for a bit, then he went to Battle Creek to go to the
       hospital there to get some shots and get looked over to make sure nothing's
       infected. Then he came over late last night, and he spent the night. I only got
       like 2 hours of sleep, but I don't care. He felt guilty for keeping me up (he kept
       tossing and turning, unable to get comfortable), but a day with no sleep is
       nothing compared to what he's been through... so if me staying up and talking
       half the night away made him feel any better, it was so worth it.
    - Also, he kissed me. I don't know what to think or feel. I still love Kevin so much,
       but I know I have to let go.

I'll have more at some point.

This entry is in sort of an annoying format.

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 00:00:32 GMT

Don't ever let someone else's opinion of you dictate who you become or alter your opinion of yourself.

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 18:27:36 GMT

Sometimes when I think that there is no kindness left in the world, or that people just don't give a damn about anybody but themselves, somebody finds a way to show me that I could possibly be wrong.

A frequent renter of mine just brought me flowers as a thank you gift for all I've done for her (highly discounted rates, taking off the limited miles, free additional drivers, last-minute hard to get ahold of cars, et cetera).

What a wonderful lady. I'm going through so much right now, and it almost made me cry.

P.S. My nana is probably going to die within a week or two. I'm heading south on Monday to say my goodbyes and possibly for the funeral (I can't stay forever, though).

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 17:24:28 GMT

I went to the drive-ins last night with Kevin.

We saw Step Brothers and Don't Mess With the Zohan. The drive-ins are a double-feature here, you pay like $8 unless it's bargain night and you get two movies. There are four screens so you can choose your second movie and I wanted to see Get Smart but we were both REALLY tired and it was playing after The Dark Knight, which ended like an hour after our own first movie ended. Neither of us wanted to wait that late. So anyway, Step Brothers was really funny but I didn't like Zohan.

I'm exhausted now. We came home and stayed up for like half an hour and then passed out.

So yeah, we had fun. We almost didn't make it! I was late getting out of work. I didn't get home till nearly 9:30. Good thing we don't live too far!

The end kbai.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 19:59:29 GMT

Worst sunburn ever.

I can barely walk.

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 00:32:45 GMT

fucking fraudulent credit card charges.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 15:19:29 GMT

OH man.

It's been a hell of a week.

I don't feel like elaborating right now, but maybe later.

All I have to say is that I am quite happy right now, and I hope you all are too!

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 20:46:32 GMT

This has got to be one of the weirdest things ever, but Kevin and I are in the middle of pricing out and quite possibly going ahead with the building of a skating rink in our backyard. It'll be scaled down quite a bit, obviously, but still. Sweet, right? It'll be a roller rink in the summer, and we'll ice it over in the winter. YEAH. A couple of our friends are chipping in, because obviously they'll be using it whenever they want. We just got approval to go ahead and build, and we have to get permission from the neighbors. There's a few stipulations, like anybody who skates on it has to sign a waiver saying they can't sue us if they get hurt, and if they check up or whatever and someone's skating and hasn't signed, then they'll tear it down. But that's no big deal.

I'm excited!

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 16:54:13 GMT

hi! i'm still alive.

and going to see RENT tomorrow. excited!

i hate this airport more and more with every passing day. certain people have turned out to be SO shady and horrible. i don't really need people like that around. i'll probably quit after my manager comes back from maternity leave. i just honestly can't take it anymore! it's not a horrible job, and i do have fun here a lot... which is why i'm still here... but i just can't deal with this petty drama. i'll miss a lot of the people here though.

i've become addicted to stickam. haha i love it!

anyway, i'm going to go wash two cars. mhm, sounds fun. it's 22 degrees out. :D

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 00:44:06 GMT

I am SO FUCKING PSYCHED. Kevin got me the best present ever: TICKETS FOR RENT ON TOUR.

NEXT WEDNESDAY, I'M GOING TO SEE RENT.

I don't care how fucking geeky this is, I'm so god damn excited.

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 10:53:30 GMT

I really, really need to get my sleeping schedule back on track! Yesterday I stayed up till a whopping 9 am. And here it is, 5:45, and I'm still awake.

So I wasn't allowed to watch ~~anything~~ Dawson's Creek when I was younger (when it originally aired) but I've become addicted to watching the late-night reruns. I'm so lame.

I've never liked Ashlee Simpson, but her new single is fucking atrocious. :(

I really like Teddy Grahams. Kevin and I went sort-of grocery shopping today, and we bought some. I feel like a seven-year-old when I eat them, but it's cool. They're delicious. Kid food is always the best. Dunkaroos kicked ass, I wonder if they still made those? I thought they discontinued Warheads but I found some in a candy store the other day and had a fit.

Okay, this is pointless. I still need to get on that layout thing. And do my userinfo. I'll probably do the latter right now.

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:22:46 GMT

Today is my ex-best friend's birthday. I want to call her and tell her happy birthday, but it might be weird.

I wish I were more musically inclined. I have no rhythm and I'm practically tone-deaf. Worthless.

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 20:34:58 GMT

I really need to find or throw together (probably the former, I'm so lazy) a layout for this thing. Standard ugly layout still D: But I rock it.

I'm at work and I'm bored. I guess that's not bad though, I could be busting my ass today instead. Things don't look terribly hectic, but we're really short on cars.

I got a new laptop though! My baby bought it for me. That's exciting. I didn't think I'd like Vista, especially since it uses so much RAM, but this thing has 3 gigs of RAM so fear not, everything still runs well. And it holds a charge for a really long time.

We had a good Valentine's Day. We went out to dinner at this place called Tony's Bistro. I had no idea it even existed, but it was really really nice, and the food was amazing. Kevin got me a ring :D I love it. And we watched movies and cuddled and had a good time.

Anyway, I'm done rambling about Valentine's Day.

Work's really obnoxious lately. I would quit but I told Kristen I would stay until she was back from maternity leave. It's going to be two months before I can get out of here, but I'm not going to be a douchebag and quit two weeks before she's supposed to have her kid. It's impossible to find a replacement for me, basically. I work crazy shifts (such as Friday from 3-11:30 and then Saturday from 8 am to 9 pm? Yeah, 13 hours on no sleep, woohoo) and the job entails a lot more than most people seem to think. When we tried to find someone to work the sucky morning shift, we went through like four people who dropped out of training because "it shouldn't be this hard to rent a car!!!1" Right, because there should be nothing to it... we should just hand out keys for $20,000 pieces of machinery. Ha ha.

ANYWAY. I'm in a good mood for once. I just wish it would get warmer out! We're not looking at single digits for anytime in the next 10 days luckily, but it's only 17 out and supposed to get down to 11 tonight. At least it's sunny and not snowing though! We haven't shoveled the driveway and man is it hard to get up and down. It's almost impossible to shovel, though. It's practically pure ice. We need to borrow the airport plow again. :D Two minutes and we're dunzo.

Blah blah, I'm done rambling and being obnoxious.

OH if anybody wants to talk to me, the screen name is shjh2448. And I'm going to be here all night, so send me a message if you're bored. =D I promise I won't whine about work the whole time, haha.

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 20:54:53 GMT

Some people are just fucking sad.