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Back from Anime Next 2008 [23 Jun 2008|08:38am]
Yesterday ended con weekend. I have to say Anime Next is going extremely down hill entertainment wise and staff wise. I've been attending this con since 2002, and I gotta say it's changed. It was alright then for a small con, and since then it grew bigger...massively bigger. 2003 was amazing, as was 2004. Since 2005, it's basically sucked.

Con Weekend )

All in all...the con was good and bad. It had both of those moments that were all just major in their own ways. I have pictures, but I will not be posting those here...

As I had mentioned in my hiatus, that I will be leaving scribbld. Yes, this is my last post. It seems that there are some people here who want to start crap for no damn reason other than to have some issue going on. I have found out a few people are spreading rumors about me and what's really sad...people are believeing them. It's the most PATHETIC rumor I have ever heard...

"If Sai doesn't like you, Kei won't be your friend!"

What the fuck? Okay who ever started this one, is some really jealous loser. Okay seriously, that's an insult to Kei as your basically saying she doesn't have a mind of her own. She does...believe me. I rarely can ever get Kei to listen to anything I ever say as it is. The thing is, the people who said this...I know who you are...Kei didn't stop being friends with you because of me. It was your own doing! You did something to piss Kei off, so it's your own damn fault! I don't give a damn who are Kei's friends. She's a big girl she can learn on her own who's a good friend and who isn't. She's friends with plenty of people I'm not too fond of at this moment, and I don't really care. We just don't talk about these people, and I'm sure I'm friends with people she doesn't like. And thats okay! It doesn't matter! It's just really sad because so many people want the "spot" of being Kei's best friend. Okay...it's not a popularity contest. People just can't be satisfied with being a friend, no they gotta start problems and try to intervine in something that's never going to be theirs. Seriously, how can you be "best friends" with someone on the internet? You never met these people, unless you live extremely close and that just never seems to happen. I can understand meeting people who you like to talk to more than others, but really thats all your doing is talking. There is more to that in a friendship, and I hope these people who feel like they gotta have the whole internet world love them learn that soon. Also...these rumors have been going around for a while...so to the people who knew them, and didn't say anything to me until recently. YOUR ALL CONSIDERED UNTRUSTWORTHY IN MY BOOK! That's all I got to say about that...

So yes, I am leaving...no...not because I'm afraid of any of you...what is there to be afraid of, your nothing but a bunch of text. Your the one who started the rumor, and couldn't even say it to my face, so in truth your the coward. And no, my leaving doesn't mean the spot of Kei's best friend is now opened. To any one who thinks that it's just silly.

I'll be moving to Inksome when I return home from work today. If anyone actually wants that name, you can IM me for it at GraceyMaid or TSInjunJoe. I'm not making it public, as I don't need morons following me just to start spreading more rumors. Yes...it will be friends only. I never wanted a friends only journal, but it seems now I have too.

Well then...I'll make my leave...see ya around, I hope the drama you all need in your lives is doing something for you because you apparently need it that badly! You don't even have the guts to confront me thats what makes it all SO DAMN FUNNY!
hurry back, hurry back

IT'S HIATUS TIME! [20 Jun 2008|10:35pm]


Yea, a day late, but that's always alright.

I'll be attending AnimeNext 2008 from June 20th - June 22nd. I doubt I'll be coming back as tomorrow we will be there late for the masquerade. In truth the only reason I'm posting a hiatus is so I can have an excuse to use the awesome banner Kei made. I likes it....aloots!


After this I think I'll be moving to Inksome as Scribbld is now filled with junk I am not interested in being around. I might post about why later, who knows. I'm not in the mood to start drama with people who decide to start crap for no reason. I don't even think about or talk to these people, but they feel the need to spread rumors about me. I'll go into more of that later...I'm going to try and enjoy con which had been so far...a bit boring, and runned very poorly by a cruddy staff.

SEE YA!
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I'm back... [13 Jun 2008|07:16pm]
As the subject says, I'm back from Florida. I have been for a while, but I never bothered to update as no one ever bothers to really read my journal. So I assumed not too many people really cared or not...but for the few who might actually be interested in my life...here is whats been happening...

1). I found a job within 4 days of being home. I work at a bakery decorating cakes. No...this isn't some kind of dream job to me because I'm going into culinary school. So please...don't ask about it...

2). I'm registered for school, hoping to be registered for classes soon.

3). I miss working at Disney, I miss my co-workers, I miss Florida, and...yea I'm still thinking about that guy I'm stupidly in love with...

4). I got my wig for my Larxene cosplay, and I have to say it looks better than the first one. First off it's the right color and hairstyle. So I'm hoping this year when it comes to cosplay it will be good, as it's the only thing I have to look foward to when it comes to Anime Next as the guests majorly suck this year and I'll have no money to buy anything.

5). My room still isn't all organized yet...and its annoying me cuz I still have boxes in the basement with my stuff in it. My org robe is down there...I better get that out soon...

6). Basically everything has sucked since I got back home, and I'm realizing how great Florida was compared to this. I shouldn't have left...what the hell did I come home for?

7). I'm realizing more and more how much my life is just basically going down the drain, I keep making the wrong decisions, and life is just shit. I feel like I've been cursed and have nothing, but bad karma and negativity around me every where I go.

8). So I have decided that from now on, because of all the morons that hang around me, I'm going to be ultimate mega bitch. I am tired of being kicked around, used, being talked about, people being fake to my face, and just the retardness of people in general. So from now on, I'm not being nice, if your doing something stupid, I'm gonna tell you. A demonstration of my future attitude: Do you look fat in that dress? FUCK YEA you do! In fact...don't even leave the house, cuz nothing you wear is gonna look good on yea.

Have fun dealing with it, because you guys drove me to this frickin' madness, and you know who you are. I'm tired of babying and taking care of selfish, whiny assholes. I'm not one's god damn mother, or personal wallet. Just leave me the hell alone! I'm sick of everyone's crap. I don't care what happens to you, or what goes on in your life. Your problems are your own damn fault, and I don't care anymore!

Oh and to all the people who feel so big and strong to say shit about me behind my back....you got something to say, say it to my damn face yea fuckin' coward! Pretty nice of you to think so badly of the person who has done nothing, but help you time and time again. Well, it ain't happening anymore.

When it comes to con, no one is borrowing costumes from me this year. I'm sick of spending all my money on a costume I'm not even wearing. I'm tired of lazy little shits doing nothing, but freeloading off of others. If you already have a costume of mine, GIVE IT BACK! Cuz if I see you in it, I'm ripping it right off your damn back! It's not my problem you don't know how to sew, or your too much of a cheap ass to spend money on your own damn costume. Why am I the one who spends hundreds of dollars on my cosplay, only for people go and take what I made, ruin it, and then talk shit about it? To hell with all of you...

Fuck you, don't care! It's not my damn problem anymore...in fact...why do I still even talk to you? It's gotten to the point where I don't care if I have no one in my life anymore. Better to be alone than deal with this shit...

Fuck it...just fuck everyone...i'm sick and tired of everything...
hurry back, hurry back

Jersey or Bust! ~HIATUS~ [30 May 2008|05:34pm]
Hey people, just updating on what's been happening lately.

Wednesday was my last day at Walt Disney World, and I seriously almost started crying three times. Yea...the sun was hot, and it made me all sweaty when I ran a raft for 8 hours or more. Yea...some of the guests really really suck! Yea...some of the coordinators were douche bags, but I still love my Kingdom. I always wanted to work an attraction, so I can say one of my dreams did come true. I worked with so many awesome people, and I'm going to miss them terribly...

My last day though ran smoothly. I didn't have one problem guest, and in fact made a couple of young kids day. My dad even came to see me drive my raft! Later I walked around the park, just thinking, and didn't end up leaving until about 8:30ish and ended up bumping into some co-workers so I rode with them. One of them, America, goes "Hey look it's Andrew!" and I turn around and see a bunch of guys from Hall of Presidents walking towards the bus. I'm like "Guys...guys...thats the Andrew I was telling you about, the one I thought was cute and I always work parade with..." After we got off the bus, I went over to him and told him just that. He must have thought I was nuts, but was nice enough to laugh it off. Honestly, I don't know how he really took it, but I'll never know now that I am leaving. Sighs...I hate falling hard for guys I can't have...Anyways, I started crying the minute I put my hat into the costume bin. I love my hat...::sniffle:: I ended up seeing him again the next day when I went to get my paycheck. He was nice enough to say hi...but then he kind of...left...I dunno if he went to do something, or if he just wanted to get away from me. Sighs...I'm so paranoid...but he was cute, and he had such a nice laugh...::is retarded:: I wanna meet a nice guy...

One of my co-workers, Amanda, told me that everyone is gathering for a graduation party for some other cast members, and since I'm leaving we'll double it as a Carissa is going byebye party. It was so much fun, we all went to the Disney's Yacht Club (I felt rich for two seconds) and went to a place called Beaches N Cream. They have this thing called The Kitchen Sink that has all the flavors of ice cream they serve, all the toppings they have, and an entire can of whip cream. It's like 21.99, but seriously...it's worth every cent! We didn't get it, but I just thought it was cool to mention. They bought me a card and everyone wrote in it, I was gonna cry again! We took some pictures and just had a fun time. I have so many that I will be posting soon!

Tonight is my last night in Florida, and I start driving home for Jersey soon. So I will be off the nets for a while as things will be a bit hecktic. As much as I can't wait to go back home and start school, I'm gonna miss Florida. It was one hell of an experience, and I can't wait to come back when the time is right. Who knows...maybe Andrew will still be around...and maybe single...and maybe interested ::hits self:: lol, i'm a dork!

So, to all of you...IM OUT! SEE YA SOON!
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[19 May 2008|07:18pm]
I'm announcing now...May 28th is my last day at Disney World. I will be returning to New Jersey to finish culinary school. I will be back in Jersey either the 1st or 2nd of June.

And now in other news...life at Disney World. I finally got to work the Pirate and Princess Party. I've been dying to do that because we get to wear the cutest costume, and it was nice to wear something other than my Tom Sawyer's Island stuff. I had my friend Kim take pictures of me in it..but it's on a cell phone. Sorry...my camera's battery died and I can't find the charger.

Today I worked again as well...and it rained....and I drove my raft in the rain. I'm sorry...but why the hell do you people go to Tom Sawyer's Island...in the rain? There is no where to go, you'll just get rained on...are you stupid? Maybe so...

Tomorrow is my day off, and I'll be spending it cleaning out my car to get it ready for the drive home. I was thinking of going to Epcot, MGM, and Magic Kingdom to draw some stuff...but I dunno if I will or if I won't...haven't decided...

Sometimes I just can't make up my mind about Disney...I can't really tell about people anymore. I can't tell if people actually like me, or if they are just humoring me. I dunno why it should matter...I'll be coming home soon anyways...I can't wait to go home.

Next month I'll be 22...if anyone cares...
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Don't dosie do with a go go... [14 May 2008|09:11pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

LOL, I've grown an attachment to one of the attractions I work at in Disney World, the Country Bear Jamboree. Some of the songs are pretty interesting...my header is a line one of the bears sings when he is singing about almost cheating on his wife. Yea you heard me...LOL all the songs are awesome like that!

I just gave in my two week notice. Part of me is excited I'm going home...another part is sad to be leaving...

Disney can be so exhausting, but despite it, I love being there. I like knowing my job is to make others happy, and I can do this at Disney. At least someone can be happy right? I'm gonna miss playin' my part as a cowgirl as the main reason I'm returning home is to get my certificate in Culinary. So when I return to Disney I will not be returning to attractions, it will be in culinary and I will hopefully become a chef someday. Pastry chef to be exact, but we all gotta start at the bottom somewhere :)

Anyways, I'm out...another eventful day at Disney tomorrow...starting at 7:30 oh yippie skippie....

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Out of Spite! [02 May 2008|05:03pm]
Okay...I duno what happened, but I had no energy what so ever today!

Today started out.....eventfully....

I tried so hard to get into the Disney magic, but I was sooo tired and exhausted...and hot...that I just couldn't. Then we went to practice on rafts....

I dunno what happened, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't come in...I couldn't dock...I just sucked. I refused to ask for help because I really wanted to figure out how to fix it on my own. My trainers won't ride with me forever. At some point I found myself in the middle of the river, right in the way of the other rafts route. Now, I dunno why they did this, but they signaled clear to go when I was still there. So I froze and paniced because I saw two rafts heading my way from opposite directions. I can't go left....can't go right...completely forgetting I can go backwards. My trainer is yelling reverse reverse! but I'm in panic seeing the raft coming back into the main land dock is about to hit me at full speed with no intention with stopping. All I can hear is the motors of rafts, any other sound didn't exist until I hear someone shout "OUT OF SPITE!" into my left ear. Turns out my trainer said whoever was driving the Huck Finn raft would have hit me out of spite because of the person they were. I got a good look at who it was...and it turned out to be Tim...the person who was my Frontierland tour guide and who was my first offical friend when I came to the park. I was so hurt and let down. I just couldn't believe he would do something like that to me. God knows what would have happened if we hit. We all could have gotten safety repremands and I would have been in seriously shit cuz I'm a trainee and my trainer would have been in major shit too. Because of this I started to rethink all of Tim's actions towards me and think of him now as someone who was using me for rides, and just a big pervert.

And then there is the matter of Allen...another worker at Tom Sawyer's Island. I dunno why...but he will not talk to me anymore. Today he walked by, saw me and kept talking, but shouted a nice hello to the person behind me. Um...thanks Allen...dunno what I did to you...but it must have been awful...wish I knew what it was though so I could apologize for it.

So today was just........wow.........people were being just majorly dorky and retarded and....wow.....

I'm off tomorrow...so I hope some peace, quiet, and rest will give me the boost I need need for Sunday
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YEEEEHAW! [01 May 2008|09:48pm]
I'm really enjoying my job here at Disney!

Today, I got to speel the river run. It was a lot of fun, we took a random family out of the line and drove them around the river, giving them a tour basically of the area. My trainer Kari put me in charge of it specifically. Now I dunno if she picked me randomly or really meant she thought I'd be good at it, but it sure gave me a confidence boost. I got to pick the family, and I found a really nice, energetic group.

I love my job, I just have so much fun gettin' into the action and playin' my character. It's also nice to have co-workers who don't cause problems. Everyone there is so nice, and I really hope to stay on good terms with all of them. It's nice to finally feel like I belong somewhere and I can do something right :)

On the other hand I have been feeling under the weather for the past four days. I had a horrible sore throat on Monday, and after that I had horrible headaches, sinus pains, and stuffy noses. It really sucks, and I want it to go away!!!!! I hatw my sinuses!!!

Anyways I'm out...fifth day of training tomorrow, and I will be driving rafts with guests so wish me luck!
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Another beautiful day at the MK [14 Apr 2008|09:26pm]
I'm already in love with my job.

Today, I started off as being greeter at Tom Sawyer's Island. I had so much fun pin pointing all the birthday people. One woman really made my day. I was going "Howdy" all morning....being in frontierland and all. I said "Howdy mam" to one lady and she was all like "Oh wow, you're wonderful!" lol I guess she didn't realize we all get into the part here at Disney. Although, I kind felt like I was the only one playing cowgirl. ::shrugs:: I'll play my part regardless, it's fun.

I was bumped over to Country Bear Jamboree after that, and I felt with parking strollers. And thats about all I did after that aside from helping people find bathrooms, and helping them decide what rides they should try next.

Life is good....real good....God...please don't let it end!
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It starts today... [12 Apr 2008|05:23pm]
Today I had my first training day at Walt Disney World. Mainly we had a tour around the park, which was pretty sweet as they pointed out a lot of cool tidbits as well as pointing out where all restrooms, first aids and such were. We got to ride Buzz Light, and the Haunted Mansion. Now this wasn't really a joy ride, there were reasons. It was to help point out certain things, and explain some of the kind of rides the park has to offer.

From there I was taken to meet my Frontierland trainer. He showed us around that section of the park and....THE TUNNELS. I've officially went back stage today, yay!!! I thought that was cool. Can't say any of the things I saw down there though...those are secrets!!!!!!!!

I got my costume as well. A pair of brown shorts, with this lavender top, and a straw hat. I am working Tom Sawyers Island after all...I NEED THE HAT!!! I'll have pictures of that up, but that will be put under a Friend's Only cut. I think some people I don't want hangin' around my journal are looking at it, and I refuse to friends lock this journal, but I also don't want just anybody seeing that pick. I don't want random schmucks stalkin' me at the park and all.

Tomorrow, I have to come in costume, and we will once more be touring the park, and riding some of those rides. All in all, I saw it was pretty awesome, and I can't wait to start training on those rafts.

Ohhh, I forgot to mention, my Traditions day. That was held on Thursday. It was the first offical day I started working for disney (i got paid for it), but we sat in a class room learning "The Disney Way" all day. Not amazingly exciting, but there was one thing that made me happy. The showed a clip of Disney accomplishments, and a clip of KH2 was played, and I was like...YAY FOR KH ACKNOWLEDGMENT!!! That made me giggle. I wish the parks did so much more with KH. I'd so ride the Gummi Ship ride!!!
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Forget the rebellion... [09 Apr 2008|06:24pm]
You wanna know what sucks...

when you have 8 people on your buddy list, and not one of them IMs you. It makes me wonder why I just don't keep the internet for personal usage, and stop trying to make friends on the net. These internet journal things never find any real peace anyway, and I'm tired of hearing about it. I'm sick of stupid arguments over the gayest shit! My friends list is filled with retarded dear_you posts and people trying to be righteous in their journals.

I'm also tired of people who only talk to me when I have some kind of problem. I don't want your so called sympathy just so you can be noisy and get into my business, and then stop talking to me until the next issue occurs. Stop fakin'! Either talk to me like a normal friend, or just leave me alone...

Yes...all I do is rant on my journal...and it makes me happy! If thats bothersome...then LEAVE! No one said you had to be here...

And I loved the whole being "unadded" from Dear_You thing. LOL that really made my night last night. I loved it! Some people just can't handle it when someone else's opinion differs from their own. Like I give a damn! I don't need dear_you in order to live! Yes, I have posted there, but whatever, I still have my journal! Dear_You was just another community that people used to get attention anyway! Instead of taking care of matters privately, people had to post publicly and cause problems.

Since this is my journal, I can openly express my views on flamecup without giving a damn...

FLAMECUP IS RETARDED!!!!!!!!! I could give less of a damn of it's existance, and could careless if it was taken down or not. But for all the cry babies, who can't handle life.......grow up, and get over it! Who gives a rat's ass about what these "flamers" have to say...seriously. They are some schmuck you can't even see, nor will probably ever meet in your life...

I don't get people...I really don't....it seems the same problem exists on every journal site I go to...GreatJournal, InsaneJournal, and now Scribbld. I thought Scribbld was a community with a small group of people and it wouldn't have problems. Damn, was I wrong...

To hell with Scribbld and journaling...not like I cared much for it to begin with...it was just something I used to help keep in touch with the friends I left back home in Jersey and since I'll be home soon...I don't think I'll have a usage for this much more after that...
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ITS THAT TIME AGAIN!! RANT POST!!! [08 Apr 2008|06:18pm]
OH MY FRICKIN' GOD!!!!

Okay, people...seriously...GET OFF SCRIBBLD!!! GO, GET OUT OF HERE! You people cause too much drama, and thrive on this crap. I'm not involved in any of it, but I have to hear about it every fuckin' day of my damn life, and I'm sick of it. I don't care about you in any way possible! Your lives are pathetic and miserable, and you just need to get off the computer and go get a real life and maybe some in real life friends, if you can accomplish such a task! JUST GO!!! And too all you suckers who do this whole "We're friends, we're not friends, we're friends...not friends" KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF!!! Unfriend the bitch and just get over it already! I don't give a damn if this person is close to you because you "spoke on the phone" or some shit. They are an internet friend regardless and have done nothing more than listen to you bitch!!

I'M STARTING A REBELLION TO SAVE SCRIBBLD FROM THE DRAMA INDUCED FATE GREATEST JOURNAL AS SUFFERED!

DRAMATARDS SHOULD BE BANNED FOR BEING A NUISANCE TO SOCIETY!!!

too bad this post can't be alil more on the public side...I'm pretty sure most feel the same way, and whats even funnier people ho start up this crap would probably post comments going "yes, I sooooo agree, it needs to stop!" omg...these people make me LULZ

If someone actually comments...I recommend not doing the usual, "OMG I AGREE W/ U!" cuz if you agree so much, then don't stand behind my words.....go say something yourself! It's getting annoying that when I say something, all of a sudden, all these people agree, and go around saying it. Yes, you didn't have the balls to say it until I did...
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I Admit Defeat [01 Apr 2008|10:29pm]
...as the subject says...I admit defeat...

Today, i offically decided to go home, and quit Full Sail. I have found the Computer Animation program just entirely too difficult and no longer have a passion for it. It's nothing like I thought it was, in fact it became quite boring. Those dark labs and long hours in front of a computer.

I feel horrible for wasting all that money and everyone's time, and for all the complaining I did in order to come to this school. I have to say I don't regret the experience thought. Lived and learned. I now know, and tried, and it's just not for me. I don't have to live my whole life wondering.

I have decided to return home to pursue a career in Culinary Arts (as Iwa thinks I'd make a shitty Phoenix Wright LOL, nuts to you Gumshoe!) I hope this path turns out better than the first.
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I HAVE RETURNED!!! [30 Mar 2008|11:50pm]
Yes, as the subject says I am back :)

And tomorrow I move into my new apartment, oh I can't waiiiiiitttttt!!!!!

I now have Franny back in my possession, and it seems my friend Cory has bought him/her some new accessories ...LOL

Anyways...yea...Im here...IM ME!
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French Toast Kicks Ass! [20 Mar 2008|11:42pm]
HEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO people


In case anyone might actually care, I will be going on a hiatus as Franziska will be returning to Germany for some time...

AKA...SAI IS GOING HOME!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! My plane takes off at 10:15 AM, and I will be back in Jersey around 1. I can't wait, Kei and Iwa most likely will come and see me that night >>>DDD

Also, I am opening up some "crews" on my profile. So far, I only have an Phoenix Wright crew, and an Org XIII one....please feel free to join :)


See you when I return ::cracks whip::

~ TeH Sai
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I FUCKIN LOVE PHOENIX WRIGHT!!! [13 Mar 2008|01:30am]
First off, thank you to my wife, Kei for sending me those links to show me those amazing pictures!!!


I'm such a spazz when I have fangirl moments. All those pics made me squeal and giggle...I'm such a dork but...PHOENIX IN HIS UNDIES...AND ITS OFFICAL ART...AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! ::rolls over and dies::

And Fran has proven to have fashion sense...yea I know the poofy shoulders and bow might not prove it ((but screw people I love her outfit)) but...yea she's amazing in so many ways.

I LOVE MILES X FRANZISKA

I LOVE DIEGO X MIA

I LOVE PHOENIX X MAYA

I LOVE THE ENGLISH NAMES!!!

I LOVE THIS FRICKIN GAME!!!
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and in other news... [08 Mar 2008|07:07pm]
life for me as its usual weird twisted events...


I moved into my new apartment and found out some cruddy details that is forcing me to leave at the end of the month....

this is really annoying because I have a futon bed, large entertainment center, and two desk that need to be moved. I have people who will help me...but it just sucks...


but...at the same time, life at school is pretty good...I mean I just started my Character Design and Geometry class, but..everything seems to be alright so far. Hopefully it stays that way :)
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There has been a death... [06 Mar 2008|06:48pm]
Last morning, my hamster Phoenix passed away....poor angry little fucker...

LOL don't get my wrong, I loved him to death! He was such an emo little thing!

Anyways I had food left and a cage, so I decided to buy another one...

Introducing FRANZISKA THE HAMSTER!!!

Note: Edgeworth, Godot, and Phoenix were all girl hamsters......Franny is a boy....LOL!!!!! ROLFCOPTER
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RANT POST! AGAIN!! [14 Feb 2008|01:33am]
Alright....I feel I have right to bitch only because I'm moving and I won't have to deal with this shit anymore...


Around November I moved into an apartment with some classmates of mine. I moved into their living room, sleeping on a pull out couch. It wasn't all that bad, but not that comfortable. I only had a small dresser for my clothes, and they barely fit inside that, making me having to crush and wrinkle my clothes. Practically no room for any of my belongings, and not having the wright to display some of my things. The bathroom situation was the most annoying. I had to share a bathroom with the master bedroom's bathroom. Which means I could not go use the bathroom at night because she would be sleeping. One time, I had to suffer by never sleeping because I had to keep running to the bathroom to continuely clean myself up from my period as my tampons were in her bathroom. It was also annoying to have to ask permission to use a bathroom for a shower and such.

Now, as stated, I lived in the living room...sometimes people would come in and just plop themselves here and hang out when I wanted to be left alone. My one room mate Chelsea, will sometimes just lay in the hallway and read, or use her laptop laughing stupidly to herself. It's like...GO DO THAT SHIT IN YOUR ROOM. Sometimes their friends would come over, and it's talk while I'm watching a movie. It's like...okay I know it's a living room...but I pay for this spot as my bedroom....RESPECT THE FACT THAT MAYBE I DONT WANT TO HEAR YOUR CONVERSATION DURING MY MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

During all this I pay an equal share. Despite the fact I get less, the rent is cut into four even ways.

Right now, I am trying to watch a dvd about Atlantis and one of their friends came over and is critiziing how silly it is. Your opinion...don't matter..

What sucks...they asked her to come over...and they aren't even out here entertaining her....and I sure as hell don't want too.

::sighs:: Thank god I leave this crap on Friday. I can't wait. They say they will miss me, but I know they are so happy my dumb, non relgious ass will be out of here soon.........
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RANT POST! [13 Feb 2008|10:38pm]
Yay, my first post...and it's a Rant...

This post is a huge rant post...so if that kind of stuff bothers you, or whatever, then please...don't bother reading this and then bitch me out later cause all I'm gonna do is ignore you and think your a retard for even reading it to begin with.....


First thing I must go on a tangent about...
To all the people who think they are so god damn amazing at drawing, think they are god's gift to our eyes for gracing us with their artwork, I HOPE YOUR ASSES HURT WHEN YOU FALL OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE!!! Seriously, get over yourselves. You brag about getting a piece of artwork done in 30 minutes, thinking that should impress someone. Honestly, it doesn't because if it only took you that long, then there are plenty of mistakes left behind that you should be spending some time on fixing. I look at so many pieces of art where people brag, oh I colored this in 15 minutes, I drew this at work under half an hour......hey if you added another hour of work and dedication to it, would be even better then the piece of crud you submitted that you had to brag about because you think your so damn amazing. Every amazing artist I ever met never bragged about themselves, and worked even harder to become even better than they already are. True artists never stop learning. If you see no flaws in something you do, then the first major flaw I can point out is the huge piece of brain that your missing. People who do that crap are just sitting around waiting for people to worship them, and the problem is people do for some strange reason....
The point of that rant...I'm tire of people who think they are so amazing in general. It's not just the art thing. People who walk around thinking they are so smart. I think it's really sad when a person is really smart, and instead of taking the gift that they were given and trying to help others who struggle, they would turn their cheek the other way...and not only do this, but laugh at the individuals who are having a harder time than them. It's sad, the whole thing is just so sad. You were blessed with a a gift, a talent of being able to grasp something without really trying. I believe people who are blessed were meant to be 'teachers'. Not in a literal sense, but as in a person who can provide help for others. Instead of doing such a thing, you take way too much pride in ourself, and think yourself the almighty, which is basically an abuse to your gift because thats not why it was given to you...

Second thing I can't keep in anymore...
What is up with this trend of "Oh I'm leaving the fandom..." Is that another one of those "I'm crying out for attention!" kind of deals? What is the point of announcing something so ridiculous. Okay, you no longer like a certain thing anymore, does anyone care who, what, where, when, and why? I doubt it, and to the people who actually do, get a life and stop worrying about what someone else is doing. Some of the reasons I have read on other people's journals have been rather pathetic. I'M LEAVING BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE MAKE THE FANDOM LOOK STUPID hur hur hur. Am I the only people who sees how stupid that sounds? What the hell do you care what other people are doing? I love it when people are like "THEY ARE RUINING MY FANDOM!" Since when did fandom have copyright? People are allowed to celebrate their fandom anyway they want, and means writing fanfic and drawing fanart that you might not like or agree with. I know it's a huge shock, but the whole world doesn't revolve around you and your way of thinking...

Another thing...
People who bitch that people are "stealing their art" Welcome to the internet, love. There is nothing you can do about it, and when you have over 1,000 people watching you, and over 10,000 page views, it's bound to happen that some asshole is gonna take your art for one reason or another. I can understand that art of personal characters can make that irritating, but you are the one that took the risk of showing it off on the internet, where there is no real protection. If someone is stealing your fanart, um....they aren't your characters so what does it really matter? Let the little schmuck say it's their art...so what...they are lying to themselves. People are just too friggin' touchy about shit.


The only way I get by without bitch smacking these people is I keep reminding myself all the snobby jerks, complainers, whiners, smart asses, and losers will get it some day. Something will happen that will make their whole world come crashing down, helping them realize how cruel they were to others.....and despite the bad karma I will receive for thinking this, but sometimes I really want to be that person that just ruins it for them, just for the sake of being able to see them get what they deserve. I usually don't get that chance though, and can only go on hoping it did come and they learned something from it, and tried to become a better person....

I can only hope...
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