Woods, Elle

I'm pawning my guitar today to give my ex-girlfriend money so her boyfriend can come visit her for his birthday.

Too nice?


I'm off to watch Pete's Dragon now. stfu I love that movie. It's my childhood. And it makes me think of one of my best RP lines. Sigh. :[

If I have any money left over after I give some to C, I'm getting my hair cut. Because lmao I look like a sheepdog with a bad dye job.

So I've been thinking.

I created Telgrin. Telgrin is an amazing land, very magickal and just incredible. I don't mean to toot my own horn here, but I'm exceptionally impressed with myself for thinking of it. I meant to write fiction about it, and the people in it, but... I'm not good at writing by myself. I always lose steam.

So I was thinking... maybe I'll make it into an RPG. It has amazing potential, IF people are interested.

Think people would be interested? Think YOU would be interested, Flist? I'll write more about Telgrin and its inhabitants IF people show interest.

Yeah. That's it. I'm alive. Sorta. If you want to talk to me, you can find me on AIM on so ttly sorcha.

kbai. <3

Your result for The Are You a Plausible Character? Test...

A Childhood Friend

Your score was 38 in Unbelievability!

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Well. At least I didn't get Mary-Sue. But my character type is pretty run of the mill. Just like meee.

Hey flist. Do any of you watch House?

If not, do you like amazing .gifs of fun?

Of COURSE you do!





DANCE, MONKIES!

Every time I sign onto Scribbld, I feel like singing 'Give Peace A Chance'. Srsly.

So I updated Firefox the other night, and my layout was all weird and squished up afterward. Why? I'm not sure. So I deleted it. Might make a new one, might not. I'm irritated because I liked my Legally Blond one. It was nice and simple, but pretty. Y'know? Yeah, you guys know.

One of these days I'll sleep at night, rather than sleeping all day. Some day.

I've been flushing out characters and plot points for Of Kings and Kindness, which is the VERY tentative title for the original story I want to write. I say very tentative because let's face it, that title absolutely reeks of stupid. But that's not the point. The point is I keep making pixelized versions of the characters, especially Alexander, and I think I can officially say I'm in love with him. Do I care that he's a fictional character that I created? Apparently not.

Writing is a socially acceptable form of Schizophrenia.

I wish I had something interesting to update about. Sorry, flist. I'm just a boring person, I guess. Um. It's a month and four days until I turn twenty-three? Yay? Eye dee kay.

kbai.

Only not really. An unfamiliar computer, though.

I'm updating from my girlfriend's sister's place. Chrissy (the girlfriend), her brother, and her sister's fiance are all playing Wii Sports. I opted out after embarrassing myself badly in bowling. 111 as a final score is not conductive to my ego, thanks.

After talking to Tony, I realized just how badly I want to finish playing Chrono Trigger. I was just about to fight Lavos when my SNES died on me. Yeah. YEAH. Bastard system. But what can you expect for something so old? I wish I could get a new one, but they're so incredibly hard to find.

Helped Katie with the wedding invitations tonight. I got to lick the envelopes for a good half an hour until I could taste nothing but the glue. Mmm, glue.

I'm still feeling nostalgic. And boring. I'm really boring, aren't I Flist? My apologies. I promise one day to write an update of interest.

Oh yeah, and I make a muse journal the other night. akutenshi. There isn't anything there yet, because I haven't had a chance to sit down and really set it up. The first thing that's going up is Alexander's profile, because I love him. Holy shit do I love him.

There's a cat in my way, so I'll end this here. ♥!

Wow, so. I'm awesome. I just deleted my entire AIM buddy list by mistake. I tried to remove ONE person, and ended up having the group selected and yeah. I'm learned so good.

So guys, I need your screen names again. And if we've never talked on AIM, or you're new on my flist, then I'd like your name for the first time. Plznthx.

I'm at the music in her if you didn't already know.

I would update about my recent Country Cabaret experience, but my head is throbbing and I'm hot, I'm exhausted, I smell like whiskey and smoke, and I just want to go to bed.

I think I'm going to write a story based on the band though. That banjo player? He was SERIOUSLY fine.

I guess you could call this filler space. Expect an entry tomorrow. If I remember.

Ok. I REALLY wish that paypal would accept my credit card information so I could buy a paid account here. Because really, this six icon thing? It's getting old really REALLY fast.

I'm shaky today. I'm not sure why, there's just a very fine tremor running through my entire body. I feel fine otherwise, just a little weak and shaky, and it's all very strange.

Wow, this entry sure is negative. :D Oops? Um. Roleplaying survey time? I think so.

( Hello, old friend. It's good to be with you. )

I should write something today. Or make a new doll. Something creative and productive. But first, I should eat my ramen. To eat makes the brain work good.

Um. I seriously need to stop listening to this soundtrack. It really is ALL I've been listening to for... almost a week. I can't help it though, it's so good. Grar. Elle Woods is my girlfriend.

Or not.

Had a good day today. I went out with Sterling. We drove into White Rock to see his girlfriend on her break at work. We went to Extreme Pita and ate far too much. Then we walked her back to Rogers, and I bought the Legally Blonde DVD. Yeah, I know. Shh. I like Laura better than Reese Witherspoon, but it's still a fun movie. After that, Sterling and I went to Thunderbird Crossing and we went to visit Chrissy at work. I went to use the washroom in Tim Hortons, and bought a bottle of orange juice because I felt guilty. Loaded money onto my MasterCard, and then we had to leave because my brother texted me, telling me to come home. Somebody needs to be around to take care of him and mom at all times, because they're both incredibly lazy and refuse to do things for themselves. I was supposed to go see Cassandra, but I couldn't. Which sucks. I was looking forward to that.

Came home and shopped online. I almost bought a purse off Hot Topic, but the shipping would have been over twenty dollars. Yeah. No. It was a cute purse, too. Oh wells. I DID buy The Best of Dog The Bounty Hunter seasons 1-3, so that's good. Have to get back into the groove of things. I wish I knew when the show was coming back on the air. Hopefully not before my DVDs get here.

This entry is SO pointless. Sigh.

I'm tired. It's after ten and none of us have had dinner yet. We're waiting for dad to come home from hockey, because there's absolutely NO food in this house. There's two bagels, a can of beets, and stale cereal. And a little milk. Woo.

Ok. I'm going to go call him repeatedly until he picks up. The sooner I talk to him, the sooner I can go to bed because I'll know the family is taken care of.

kbai!

Just a few things. List style, yo.

☆ Downloaded the MTV DVD of the Legally Blonde musical. I think that should be done with all Broadway musicals. Would make my life much easier. But yeah, if anybody wants it (or the soundtrack) let me know and I'll upload it somewhere. It's phenomenal, and I'm truly fangirling over it.

☆ FINALLY got my GST cheque in the mail. It's a truly wonderful thing. Call me greedy, but I fucking love free money. Did not, however, get my Titanic DVD. That should be coming sometime this week.

☆ I smell peanut butter. Which... is odd.

☆ Tattoo is looking better. The ointment is disgusting, but what ointment isn't? It's really greasy, but as Pat said, I'd rather deal with this than have my leg fall off. lulz she's so nurturing.

☆ HOORAY BEETHOVEN, HOORAY~!

☆ <-- Finally something in my Broadway doll folder other than Wicked.

☆ I fucking LOVE my antidepressants. Can you tell they're working? :D

Nothing like having my mother call me a lazy ass to inspire me to get the fuck out of here. Face my fears and tackle my disorders and just get. the fuck. OUT. I am beyond done. It's been years since she's managed to make me cry, make me feel like this, and I'm not cool with it. After everything I've done for her, after everything I do for her, she has no right to treat me like that. And it's not like it's a new thing. For the past month or so, she's been treating me increasingly worse. She wants to call me lazy, but she won't haul her ass off the fucking couch to go get her own fucking water. I ask her why she won't do it, and all she says is 'I don't want to.' Yeah. I'M the one who's lazy. Fuck you.

This is the first time in years that I've wanted to fucking cut myself. Because she's managed to pinpoint all the insecurities that I try so hard to hide from the world. All my terrors, my agoraphobia, every fucking thing. And the problem is, she doesn't seem to realize that what she says to me fucking hurts. She doesn't apologize, she just acts like it never fucking happened. And then she asks me to get her something, to do her a favor, to jump at her every whim.

Did I mention that I'm fucking done? I can't handle this anymore. Recent thoughts of self mutilation have clarified that.

So. I decided to get this because insanejournal is completely dead these days. Hopefully here will be more active.

I love my layout. The Legally Blonde musical is pretty much the awesomest thing ever.

That's all. KBAI.

Also? Six icons? BLEH. >.o