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[17 Nov 2008|04:34am] |
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I wanted to try this. I don't know how it's going to work or if it's going to work, but why not? I saw the idea on LJ and it sounded like fun. So, let's give it a shot here, shall we?
animanga holiday swap!
( click here for rules/information )
fill out this form;
( examples and other information )
If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask! ♥
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| 2008.10.24 Shitajiki Pt 3 |
[24 Oct 2008|03:12am] |
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( K-Z )
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| 2008.10.23 SHITAJIKI PT 2 |
[23 Oct 2008|02:22pm] |
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I'm back with D-J (I don't want to put too many because as you can see in this section a lot have still not been photoed, usually my American made PBs and that's because they don't go with the other ones, they weren't made as well and like to chip on the edges)
( D-J )
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| 2008.10.22 SHITAJIKI PT 1 |
[23 Oct 2008|02:59am] |
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( A-C )
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| 079 → this is how you remind me |
[22 Sep 2008|04:44am] |
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I've been thinking about how I should start this for a few days and at 4:45AM, I have a start.
This is going to be a public post open to anyone who wants. I had this idea a few days ago and I wanted to run with it. This actually was inspired by the anime Code Geass. Without me even seeing the anime, so many people have told me how much I'm like a certain character...that one character...4 people told me I'm like...and it's just so cool to me that 4 people identifed me with the same character...so, I wanted to start this entry where people could tell me who in anime/manga/game/cartoon/movie I remind them of. I want to keep a gallery of my personality, in a few words. Comments will be screened for a few random reasons.
( submission format under the cut )
Real post soon. It's been almost a week and a half since I updated about anything with substance. I hope to get some replies to this...I'd like to start building my gallery. Goodnight~♥
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[17 Aug 2008|10:41am] |
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[geek post]NOT EVEN CAPSLOCK CAN CONVEY THE FANGIRLING JOY OF INSTALLING THE WRATH OF THE LICH KING BETA PROGRAM RIGHT NOW! for those other WoW fans on my Flist I will post screenshots of EVERYTHING so you can see what it's like! *-*;[/geek post]
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| hands to become wing's and protect you |
[14 Aug 2008|11:07am] |
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❛Often our intentions are strong at first, but as time goes on they weaken, just like an apple sticks to the tree when it is unripe but falls to the ground once it ripens. The promises we make to ourselves in emotional moments lose their power once the emotion passes. Great grief and joy may rouse us to action, but when the grief or joy have passed, we're no longer motivated to act. Joy turns to grief in the blink of an eye, and grief becomes joy just as quickly. This world is not made for either one to last long in, and it's no surprise that even our loves change along with our luck. It's still a mystery to be solved whether luck controls love, or love controls luck. When a great man has a run of bad luck, watch how followers desert him, and when a poor man advances to an important position, he makes friends with the people he used to hate. Love is unreliable.❜ |
small hiatus I'm sort of stuck in an emotional limbo right now. I don't have the energy to update about the ammount of bullshit going since I've been back from Norway. I hope the timeout will help me gather my thoughts.
take care everyone i'll still be around commenting~ ♥
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| we see our prize reflected in anothers eyes |
[11 Aug 2008|12:42am] |
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I'm sorry for my lack of activity here lately. I've been stuck in a bit of a "scribbld slump" I'm bored of my journal, I feel like it needs a good overhaul, new content and jazzing u. But my inspiration seems to be AWOL :/
I've made a few posts over at my inksome recently but maily because it was quiet and I can voice thing's more when it's private; by all means add me :)
Things have been in a bit of an upheave recently, me and Liam have split up and I am unsure what my plans ofr the future are just yet. When I make sense of thing's I will update of course in the meantime however...I'm not the type of person to babble on about myseelings.
I hope you all understand~ &hearts
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| Hey all...moving to LJ |
[30 Jul 2008|01:46pm] |
Yea the resentment I have for Scribbld just gets worse and worse unfortunately so I am moving to LJ. i think i will be MUCH happier there. My username there is: zellywelly
I had signed up with this same user name but for some reason i cant remember the password or email i used to sign up for it lol so im SOL and had to sign up with a shorter version of my long lived blogging name.
So anyway anyone with an LJ add me and If you could leave your LJ names here for me that'd be great. If LJ sucks my next step is going to IJ. I just want to be at a place where i can easily customize my journal and be away from drama and stop HEARING about drama.
I have PLENTY to talk about now so i wont be MIA like i have been here on LJ.
Toodles guys. I miss you all
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| we bought you the sun carried over mountains |
[30 Jul 2008|01:20am] |
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I've never felt so grounded in such a long time. I had'nt seen anyone or anywhere so beautiful until I came here and met you. I'm refreshed I feel ready to take on the world again.
I'd like to reinvent myself, almost start over, is it possible to be fully cleansed? I sure hope so. I'm so excited and I don't know why, so stupidly eager with anticipation to see how I evolve.
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[20 Jul 2008|03:56pm] |
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So I'm sat in an airport in norway. This has to be one of the craziest things I've ever done.
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[18 Jul 2008|03:50pm] |
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My mum just called to ask me to go to a concert of classical music and "dancing aeroplanes" tomorrow night since some family friends are now unable to go due to the lady's mother falling terminally ill. I've asked mum to send my love to Pam and her family and agreed to buy Pam's tickets since they don't go to waste.
I will now have to start packing and arranging thing's tonight, to make sure I have enough time tomorrow once I've been into cambridge/made my phone calls etc. We will need to arrive at Duxford airport at 4:30pm. I hope we'll be able to make it arrangements are still up in the air.
On a positive note all the work that snowed me under has now been done and passed onto the relevant people :D My bosses and most people have also left the office early today, I'm low on work and sadly I promised to stay until 5:30 ;~; I need to stay so I have the overtime for extra pay but agh. so. bored. I wish I had'nt agreed to it, then I could have left early to get started on my packing, washing and ironing. grrh.
edit welcome to flist ![[info]](http://www.scribbld.net/img/userinfo.gif) vermilionsky I'm sorry I did'nt add you sooner. But I did'nt see a comment to be added on my entries D:
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| play your part and the show goes on |
[16 Jul 2008|11:35am] |
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I'm not sure where im heading in life at the moment. I've hit a big crossroads, do I stay where I am with my excellatn job prospect working as a designer and adminstrations manager. Or do I cut my ties and risk chasing my dream of being a translator/interpreter.
Both of these job's are well paying, both of them are within reach if I dedicate myself to them 100%
I've spent a lot of time contemplating my current job, I love it I absolutly hated technical design in school but working almost independantly with the design and having the freedom to incorporate my own ideas and systems into my work makes it enjoyable. My two bosses Martin and Paul have said on numerous ocassions that I have all the right ideas to help move the design department forward. I enjoy my job because creating my own systems and procedures helps me use my creative side. I might not be painting a masterpiece but I do get to use my imagination and intiative. I've reduced the downtime on the design work by a huge ammount as well as taking on other responsibilities such as:
● Completed production paperwork filing and archiving
● Systems for concessions and reworks production paperwork reference spreadsheet and filing system
● Design changing procedure, spreadsheet and system
● ISO based procedure writing and development.
● Returns reference and booking
I know it might not look like much as list but each of these systems have stages that take a considerable ammount of time. But as a whole they have vastly improved the flow of work past presant and future paperwork and also the lead time on how quickly we manufacture the lamps.
All thing's considered I've been wondering if I should ask for a pay rise..
There are one or two thing's that could be a setback for me which could result in me not having my request approved:
● I've had quite a lot of time off sick -- this may make my request seem like a bit of a slap in the face.
● I've not worked here very long -- I've worked here since december in various departments before I was given my permanent position here in design now. Perhaps there is more I need to improve on before they would consider reviewing my wages.
My other more long term goal of being changing roles to be an interpreter may also be incorporated into my current job. I know that we have customers in japan, I also know that it would be better for them to have someone in the office who spoke good japanese in a professional manner to help keep the partnership between the companies secure. It would quite possibly be a promotion up from the job I am doing now. The only draw back is using the language here would only be a small job whereas design is far more diverse and there is more room within the position for me to spread my wings.
What would you do in my position?
Would you keep the secure job with the easily obtained career? The type of job you are happy doing even if it isn't exactly what you had planned for your life.
Or
Would you chase your dream? Take a chance on doing something that you feel would suit you down to the ground as a person?
There is a lot more to consider involving my personal life too, however I really don't have the time or the energy to type it up now, this will be continued in another post sometime.
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| So I felt that I could'nt describe it better... |
[15 Jul 2008|04:07pm] |
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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Neil Gaiman
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[15 Jul 2008|11:06am] |
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Ok so wiriting an entry last night did'nt happen...DX
( flight info )
I'm still working all of this week, I've been blitzing through anything that hits my desk like a mad woman so that I should'nt come home to a huge pile of urgent work >( John is meant to be covering the design side of thing's while I'm away. Although he hates it haha he only found out yesterday during the staff meeting I was going away...
John: I hate drawings >(
Me: don't forget I'm going away for two weeks John...
John: D: WHAT, WHERE?
Me: Norway...
John: Who signed your holiday form?
Me: Ziggy...
John: FIRED DX DX DX DX
(FIRED! is a joke we have at work. If someone does something silly or something you don't agree with you pretend to sack them)
I have an absolute stack of thing's to do this week though..
( list of thing's to do )
So for now I need to get back to the mountain of filing I have to do. The whole cabinet is out of order because people just put thing's back anywhere. Urgh I wish they'd consider taking the extra two seconds to put something back where they got it! Then I would'nt have to waste hours going through re-ordering everything >(
apologies for rambling..♥
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| SAILORMOON COLLECTION Pt.7 |
[14 Jul 2008|04:58pm] |
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( other & not sorted )
That's it, have a good one.
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