087; After this, the rest is all bullshit.

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:05:45 GMT

Comment here and I'll upload a song I think reminds me of you. :D I think this has been a meme in the past, but I can't find the actual one, so.

I've learned this the hard way that being ill isn't going to make anyone any less of whatever they are, be it nice, bitchy, or whatever. My grandmother has colon cancer, and she's going to die because it's advanced. And yet... knowing this, she is still an utter bitch to me and my mom, she is keeping secrets from her own daughter and not being truthful. My grandfather died from cancer a few months ago, and I also mentioned that I wasn't going to his funeral back then because he never spent much time with me and thus I didn't feel particularly inclined to be there.

I know, I'm a bitch. It's okay, you can say it. But I figure there's no point in doing things just because you have some strange sense of duty, because what's the point of doing something if your heart's not in it? So when my mom called me to tell me about my grandmother's... bullshit... yeah, I got mad. But I can't let it show. It's disrespectful, you know?

At least gram's not using her cancer to gain pity points... I can give her that. But it still infuriates me.

On another note, my siblings are in Puerto Rico right now to spend time with the aforementioned old bat, and they managed to get themselves in a pretty bad (on the surface, anyway) car accident. My cousin was driving and a tire went out, she tried to get onto the shoulder but slammed into those metal guard rails, and the car flipped and was totaled. Luckily, my brother and sister are completely okay save for my sister about shitting her pants from the fear and my brother having a few scratches on his face.

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087; After this, the rest is all bullshit.