my word, disappear for a month and things go to moth balls
for the past month my life has revolved around Dillards and classes at Cameron, to the point where customers ask me if I ever go home, and they do not joke about it when they ask that. in this effort to do well in my last semester, I appear to be doing what I did in my last year of high school, cut off most sources of communication with others outside close physical friends and coworkers (during my senior year I forgot I had an email address). Currently I have only been active daily on myspace due to coworkers there and barely on facebook a couple of times a week despite being on AIM daily. oddly enough, the people I have maintained the closest contact with still out of my gj friends has been those who made the move over to myspace.

haven't even been on here for a complete month's time, no I did not forget anyone on the friends list, nor forgot about getting on here, but it fell to the wayside. zapped messages to those who cleaned their friends lists at least to show I am still alive. I may or may not keep this journal active, if I don't I will post over it, if I do then I will be posting more often which means just about a complete move away from facebook.

for all other intents and purposes communications with me can be found through myspace and facebook - Kyle Heying and aim - sambow7

posted on a bulletin at myspace after thinking about just how busy i am currently.
"looks like i have become too busy... ....

Cameron classes, Dillards, GOP stuff, CUCR stuff, L&P stuff, and everything else in between adds up to a lot of time! almost too much time. no time to hardly even write letters to the others i have kept in contact with by written mail. no time really to even date a single person. no time really to go have fun anywhere (fun in terms of what my peers around here seem to think of it). I get maybe five or six hours of sleep a day and eat maybe one full meal per day. have hardly been out of a formal suit for months at a time and will often be in it for over 13 hours a day. I have actually lost weight while in college, went from gaining weight in high school, to losing it in college.

it gets bad when a regular customer comes up to you and asks if you ever go home and doesn't even joke about it.

I want to desparately cut something off, at least two things, but I can't. Their all so fricking intricately tied together, my work, my classes, my activities outside of them, they're all damn tied together. Ruining my life at home, my connections with some friends, and more; there better be a pot of gold at the end of this damn rainbow."