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Normally I wouldn't do this but I was desperate for money (and a job) so I signed up to take surveys and get paid for them. So far it's ok and every $50 you make they send you a check and you can pick and choose which surveys you want to take. Ok I'm going to go now and see what else may be out there and I want to watch Toby play Halo 3. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| | Subject: | {Where are you, money?} | | Time: | 12:44 pm |
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| Yeah from my understanding I thought my student refund money was supposed to be direct deposited today but then again I could have misunderstood. -sigh- I should probably call Kent and see if they know when the money is going to be handed out. you know I think I'll do that.
...no one answered. o.O I get that it's Friday but aren't the open on Fridays? Hmmm...guess I'll have to wait or break down to text dad if Jenny/Chelsea know when the refund is supposed to be deposited. Yarg. I'm gonna go now I'm really hungry.
EDIT: 18th not 15th. Monday not Today. Blonde Moment for someone who isn't even blonde XD.
EDIT 2: Ok so I have a Facebook but rarely use it. Well today I decided to check it to see what was going on and lo and behold of all of the fucking people on earth who could find me on that site SHE found me!! Kobura knows who I'm talking about and we try to avoid her like th plague! Trust me you do not want to be around this person or else she'll drive you up the fucking wall!! One time Kobura, myself, and another friend of ours were invited to spend a night or two at her apartment with her mom and little sister and on the third day guess what we had to do? CLEAN THE FUCKING APARTMENT FROM TOP TO BOTTOM AS PAYMENT FOR STAYING THERE!!!!! WTF SERIOUSLY?!?! YOU INVITED ME TO STAY AT YOUR HOUSE! WE DIDN'T INVITE OURSELVES YOU INVITED US AND THEN MADE US HELP CLEAN YOUR APARTMENT AS PAYMENT FOR STAYING! THAT'S NOT VERY FRIEND-LIKE IN MY BOOK! Sorry about the caps that is still stuck on me. But seriously we had to wash down their apartment walls, dust her mother's and step-father's knick-knacks and stuff they kept on their dresser not to mention we had to dust and clean said room! By the time I left I felt so sick from the ammonia and dusting spray. I think that was the last time we ever stayed there. In my opinion if I invite you to stay at my house I don't except you clean it from top to bottom but what I do expect is for you to clean up your trash and things of the such.
I know it was rude of me but I blocked her and put her on ignore because she is a part of my past that I don't want to remember.
....Yeah. So Kobura...if you join any website to where she might find you....use an entirely differently name that she'll never be to find you. She seriously scares me beyond all doubt and I know she went to college in PA and last I heard before she moved she wasn't supposed to get her license because she had some sort of random seizures but when Kobura and I talked a few months ago apparently she did get her license o.O I dunno. I really don't want to have anything to do with her anymore and honestly? Up until today today when I got the request I had completely forgotten about her. I remember one time Kobura and I wanted to eat Quizno's and there is one near her family's apartment and so we went clear to Strasburg just to keep from getting caught by her. Yeah we went out of our way because all she had to do was walk out of her apartment and look through the windows.
Then there was one time Kobura and I went to her house and we were standing at the bottom of the stairs of their apartment building and her mom yelled at us to come in or else the Rent-A-Center place they were renting from were going to catch us and then come over to their house and take the stuff they were renting. Yeah..ok like they were going to send one of their employees out of the store, walk down the street, cross 4 lanes of traffic, and walk down the alley way just to see if they are home and take their stuff away. Well if her mom would've been working at least part time and not spend all of their money on cigarettes and stupid stuff they don't need they wouldn't have to worry about the place calling and wanting money or taking their stuff now would they?
I digress. Kobura she might be on the lookout for us......HIDE!!!!!! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | {Graph Jam} | | Time: | 03:40 pm |
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more graph humor and song chart memes
Thought this was funny an decided to post it. ^_^ you can still find my updates over at My Xanga I have yet to update but I need to be careful we just got done having a downpour with hail here and I want to make sure that the storm has officially moved on before doing too much else online. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | {Where's The Love?} | | Time: | 07:51 pm |
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| The circle of three is complete.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080810/ap_en_ot/obit_isaac_hayes_5
Issac Hayes who did the singing voice for the T.V show Shaft and did the voice of 'Chef' on South Park passed away.
Though this was public or brought up(at least it wasn't brought to my attention) but Estelle Getty, Sophia on the Golden Girls, passed away around July 20th or so.
The circle of 3 has been complete and has started over with Issac Hayes. If you remember George Carlin died, then Estelle Getty, then Bernie Mac just yesterday. That circle of 3 is complete. Then Issac Hayes passed on today starting a new circle of 3. My condolences and sympathies to Bernie Mac's family and the Hayes families. To Estelle Getty, you were always my favourite Golden Girl and you will be sadly missed. I will continue to watch the Golden Girls in your memory. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Ok thanks to the horrid rabid fangirls/boys I never ever want to see the Dark Knight. Not to mention I'm so sick and tired of seeing everyone do that Joker make-up. I found out through a very close friend that Heath Ledger re-wrote his script because he didn't want to have very many talking parts. *Kicks him* Fucker! If you knew how the ORIGINAL Joker was portrayed you wouldn't have done that! I was also shown probably the best movie trailer by this friend and it didn't come to fruitation because everyone decided to back the Dark Knight.
That is what should be in the theaters. Not the Dark Knight. Joker is played how he should be and this could be an excellent movie if it got backers. I hope to see this movie in the theaters in the future and I pray that if it does it slams the Dark Knight and how much it made. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | {You Know You Want To Be Me Right Now!!} | | Time: | 02:29 pm |
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| SOUL CALIBER 4: PREMIUM EDITION BITCHES!
That is all. Back to hiatus. Will update later. Need another wireless controller to kick Toby's arse. *runs back to hiatus* | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | {Hiatus} | | Time: | 07:45 pm |
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| Ok due to some personal reasons and wanting to make some time to make more hats I've decided to go on hiatus for a bit. It's nothing on here it's just some things going on here at home that need my attention more. Not too mention I want to take a few days to make some hats and see if I can sell them, though I need to do more colors than the 4 I've made--1 black one for Toby, My Multi one, 1 small white one, and working on one for my niece but it's taking way too long ugh, but yeah.
I need some thinking time, I need to spend some more time with Toby, need to crochet more, need to start making lists for stuff I need to buy for school and the house once I get my refund money, not too mention I've been really exhausted lately so I'm going to be trying to catch up on my sleep.
I might pop in on Saturday or so to give quick update on Toby but that's up in the air because I'll probably still be reading 'Breaking Dawn' I'll be going to the midnight release party thing that they'll be having Aug 1st and then the book will be released at 12:01am and I might, might pick up the calender as long as the book isn't too expensive. Shouldn't be Denise told me that when it's released it'll be anywhere from 20-40% off of the cover price so yay! Not too mention when I get my refund money I'm going to buy Hero Heel Vol 2 since it just got release on the 8th of this month XDDDDD
Ok I'm going to go now I want to finish my hat and see if I can get started on another one before I decide to turn in for the night. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | {Journal Entry 001} | | Time: | 05:37 pm | | Current Mood: | depressed |
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| What I'm feeling: sad, depressed, like a huge disappointment to my father, and an all around screw-up
I'm keeping track of my entries on here for right now until I can get to Wal-mart but even then I'll still try and post once a day or once every other day.
Today was a good day until my dad got home. He wasn't mean or anything like that I just felt so bad because I hadn't gotten the chance to shower yet because I didn't have any clean pants washed yet. Then he goes out to mow the grass and I start feeling even worse because I should have mowed at least some of the yard yesterday or the day before but lately I've been feeling so fatigued and run down that I don't think I had the energy to do so. So I kept going with the laundry until I had plenty of my dad's clothes washed and at least a load of mine and Toby's but yet I still feel as if I hadn't/haven't done enough. The house is sort of in a chaotic mess right now but it's on my list of things to do this week/end. On Friday I need to head to Wal-mart for groceries and tomorrow I'm going to the mall to fill out some applications and hopefully score an interview.
I just feel as if my dad thinks that I'm not doing anything on purpose. I'm not. I do try and get out during the day but it's so hot outside that even with all four of my windows rolled down it doesn't cool off! So I normally wait until after 4 or 5pm to go do my running this way it's cooler and I'm not as miserable in my black car. Though when school starts up again I'm going to be miserable for a little while especially if it doesn't start getting cooler by the end of August. Either way I might be miserable in the winter time too because I'm not sure when it's going to snow but hopefully it'll be nice and wait until after I get done with my classes in December.
*sigh* I better go now. My clothes just got finished drying so I'm going to go hop in the shower and head out to Wal-mart to pick up water, paper plates, a size J crochet hook, and try to find a decent journal.
I'm going to be leaving these entries public just in case I need to access them from a different computer and this way I won't have to sign in to read them. So if I get flamed for these, which I don't know why I would but you just never know with some of the people on here, I really don't care. If that person has nothing better to do than to flame someone for typing out their feelings based on a counselors' suggestion then they truly have no life whatsoever.
This has nothing to do with my journal entry but both of my mood themes are GONE. WHAT THE FUCKITY FUCK! I didn't remove them and I thought I had the FOB up and running on here but apparently not either way my I think I still had my Vampire Knight theme up. My poor brain. Looks like I have a lot of work to do on this journal. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | {Light is beginning to shine through} | | Time: | 05:51 pm |
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| So my appointment went alright today. I got there early enough to fill out a health history and financial history etc etc. I met my counselor and she was the nicest person I have ever met hands down. She didn't make me feel dumb or stupid, and she certainly didn't ask "How does that make you feel?" although today was just a diagnostic but she could definitely tell from my answers and a questionnaire that I filled out that I was depressed and have low self worth. So I set up 2 30 minute appointments with her and one 1 hour appointment with her all within the next 3 months and I have two Doctor's appointments that I have to follow up on. One is August 27th and I think the other is September 17th. I'd have to double check but I have to make sure that none of my appointments will interfere will my school schedule. They shouldn't since I asked for morning appointments but ya never know with me.
Talking to her did help me and I'm looking forward to our next few sessions. I think that I'm going to keep my Dr.'s appts anyway this way I can get the meds just in case the counseling doesn't work.
I am so tempted to unplug our home phone because the only people who call our house phone are telemarketers and ugh it's so annoying that they keep calling and never leave messages. Yarrgg.
Well I'm a bit tired so I think I'm going to go lay down for awhile. I will expand on this entry later after a good sleep.
Oh she also told me to keep a journal of how I was feeling and what days and such so I'm going to be making those here and in a personal journal I have here at home but I'll be keeping those entries public just in case I lose my journal. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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If you have a livejournal account check out the above community! XDDDDD
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| HEY!!! Come and join ![[info]](http://www.scribbld.net/img/userinfo.gif) 123insert over at livejournal! We totally have cookies and you know you want the cookies!!! ^_^ | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Things I need to do this week:
Go To Steele Dragon to get some Valerian Root- E-mailed Vicki to see if she had it/if it was in stock. Hopefully I hear from her before Saturday if not I'll go in on Thursday since they are closed today {Wednesday}
- Ride dad's bicycle at least 3 days this week and increase it to 5 days by next week- Going to start after the wedding. Too much going on right now to do it
- Try and do my Tae-Bo Dvd at least 2 days this week and increase it by next week-Starting after the wedding. Too much going on right now to do it
Try and fix my tan lines by Saturday Ahhhh....skin cancer from the sun ^_^ -Getting worked on. Was outside today for a good 1.5 hours Yeah I'm starting to peel so I've decided to wait until after the wedding.
Watch all of the currently recorded X-men on our DVR -Currently up to date on that
- Get the Wedding done and over with- 1 day to go!
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Pictures of Zola and one of her and Kaos ^^ My babies. I have more pictures but I'll post them later as I try and figure out a decent size to use when posting them here. They will also be under a cut for length and yadda yadda ya. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Well gaiz... | | Time: | 01:40 am |
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| I'm down to two communities. 1 being my own the other being ![[info]](http://www.scribbld.net/img/community.gif) smarmy_army seeing as those are the only two communities that she isn't in. I tried I really did but she had to do something stupid. Check out rants. Now I'm not saying she doesn't have the right to speak her mind but after I've let everything go and cut all ties with her she brings it up and acts like she's the mature one just because she offered 1, I repeat, 1 apology and not everyone saw it. So yeah I'm irked and I don't want to be a part of any community that she's in so I was the bigger person and left.
Sorry gaiz I just don't need anymore stress right now and lately she has been the cause of it so after I cut my ties with her I felt better...until now that is. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
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