Current mood:

sick

☆ 「サクラバ ネク」→「It's always all about me me me with you」
「'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, but baby don't cry」

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

• We really need to meet up again. Ever since you started dating him we've started growing apart. I'm not blaming him, but you need to realise that the world doesn't revolve around him.
• I hope the next non-handheld Kingdom Hearts ships to both the PS3 and the 360. Why? Just because it will make you shut the fuck up about your beloved PS3 you fucking fanboy.
• Ahahaha Saturday is going to be so much fun. I just need to find my camera now so we can take loads of pictures.
• I'm going to miss being taught by you. I want to thank you for taking me from nothing to where I am now. Life happens and I understand. If my next teacher is as good as you I'll be on the road in no time.
• I'm sorry for making you worry girly~.
• I hope to god I never run into you again. I don't use this term very often, but I think you're a total cunt. And your girlfriends friends? Let's not go there.
• That one time I pwned you when we were doing about insulin and diabetics in class? Still one of the greatest moments of my high school life.
• I miss you, even if you were a pest ♥.
• I hope you find happiness wherever life takes you.
• Hopefully life will stop sucker-punching you in the face soon.

09 things about yourself:
• I was knocked down by a car on my sister's 23rd birthday. I was 8 years old, and suffered a sprained ankle and a slightly bruised tailbone.
• I dislike the person I've become, but I hate the person I was before.
• I've known my best friend since we were 4 and in the (almost) 14 years since then we've never had a single argument. We're also almost exact opposites in appearance.
• I'm extremely shy, both on and offline.
• Despite having items like cross necklaces and a tarot deck I'm not spiritual or religious.
• I get my height and my colouring (hair skin eyes etc) from my father's side of the family, but my hips, boobs and bum from my mothers side.
• I have quite a strong Huddersfield accent, and I'm always missing the beginning and ends off words.
• I find it difficult to talk about myself.
• I was brought up to believe thay being gay is not a bad thing. My mother's male best friend is gay and I've known that since I was knee high to a grasshopper. Off the top of my head I can name at least 5 people I went to school with who are gay/bisexual. 2 of them were my close friends and I'm going to gay pride this year with one of them.

08 ways to win your heart:
• Be honest and truthful with me.
• Give me tea, charry coke or dime bars.
• Treat me with respect
• Don't shove your beliefs down my throat
• Be somone I can have fun and a bit of a lugh with
• Accept me for who I am
• Don't insult my close friends and family.
• Try and make me happy.

07 things that cross your mind a lot:
• My family and friends
• Music
• Video Games
• My life and where it's going
• The past
• The future
• How I can change

06 things you do before you fall asleep:
• Go on the computer
• Make myself a warm drink
• Play a video game
• Turn my pillows over, so I don't sleep on the sequins
• Listen to music
• Make sure my blinds are closed.

05 people who mean a lot:
• My immediate family.
• Dani
• Nick
• Lauren
• My neices

04 things you're wearing right now:
• Charm bracelet
• Necklace
• Yellow T-Shirt and Jeans
• My 'should-have-been-thrown-out-years-ago' vans.

03 songs that you listen to often (currently):
• Macy's Day Parade - Green Day
• A Little Piece of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold
• Amaranth - Nightwish

02 things you want to do before you die:
• Finish FFVII and FFVIII
• Be truly happy.

01 confession:
• Um, my confession would be this:
When my friend told me she'd had a crush on me for a long time, that she'd 'grown out of', I never told her that I already knew. I couldn't tell her that I had clicked on a link to her LJ - that I wasn't supposed to know about - that she'd sent me by accident, which is how I knew. I never really got the courage to tell her that I knew and it always makes me feel bad.