Current mood:	angry
Current music:	Yuka Funakoshi - Morning Bird

Coming out swinging.
Okay, so, this isn't directed at anyone online. It's pretty much the entire whole of my student organization at school. I've been thinking recently, and between that and the lack of sleep, I have some things I need to get off my chest. Whether I'll actually say this in front of them during the new school year or not, IDK.



Dear Guild,

First off, I want to thank each and every one of you for giving me the opportunity to lead your organization. It's been a complete and utter joy to sit here every week and during every time I needed to get something done and not only have more than half of you not only ignore me, but devalue me and the process to which I needed to go by to get things done.

I haven't been the perfect president. There are things left undone that I promised that I would finish. There are times when I had trouble planning for and getting the word out about upcoming meetings. I think it can be said with certainty that these things are mostly my fault. However, I can also say with a great amount of certainty that you fucks were absolutely no goddamn help in that department. Every time I would try to put something together, not only I was I lead to feel like I was an idiot for BOTHERING, but I was generally given the impression that no one actually took anything I had to say about where we were going seriously. Not one damn time did I feel like anything that was coming out of my mouth was being listened to, let alone given support or being helped along by anyone. I really don't know if it was me, the position I was in, or the fact that I'm female, but whatever it was, I see no reason for the level of disrespect I've had to tolerate from you fuckers for the past year.

Anytime I had an idea, I got no support. Anytime I tried to do anything nice for you guys, I was met with anything ranging from indifference to down-and-outright derisive attitudes. You turned our election into a goddamn mockery, not bothering to actually choose anyone seriously, and basically trying to find a female to fill the spot as president just so you can have some pretty spokes-person for Guild. I went with it at the time because I wanted to get it the hell out of the way, but honestly, deep down I was absolutely appalled at the amount of sexist bullshit spewing forth from most of you, and derisive comments coming from the rest. How the hell we FINALLY settled on Jim as the president, I'll never fucking know.

Peter, I'm going to be completely and utterly truthful with you. You are an arrogant ass with the discussion and debate skills of a twelve year old. Ever think that maybe that's the reason when we go out to Friday's the group of people actually willing to sit around you keeps continuously shrinking. You're abrasive, rude, and quite frankly, if the rest of your group wasn't similar I wouldn't be able to understand how the hell they could stay around you. Also, just an FYI, all this shit about "wanting to remain friends" after that ABORTION (LAWL LAWL, SUCK ON THAT PUN, MR. CONSERVATIVE) of a night spent arguing long after no one wanted to hear your bullshit anymore: I may have looked like I bought that shit, but really, I don't think I could ever be friends with someone as close minded and one-way thinking as you.

Those of you who bounced between being in a group with Peter and being in a group with Jim, honestly, I have no goddamn idea how I managed to put up with you people. I mean really, if anyone was so willfully disrespectful to someone who was trying to bring them a nice place to game where they can have some social interaction for once in their pathetic lives, it was you guys. Honestly, for the sake of being able to get along, I've kept my mouth closed about said disrespect. Now, with Jim coming in as president (which I almost doubt will take any of this seriously because I think it's pretty obvious that Jim's opinion is Greek Life >>>>>>>Guild), I just want to give a gigantic FUCK YOU to you guys for acting like everytime I was trying to do ANYTHING it was such a giant inconvenience to you. God forbid I try and keep this place going. God fucking forbid.

I'd also love to thank my ever-absent so-called Vice President for bothering to come out of her hole in the ground to, oh I don't know, actually ASSIST me in running this student organization over the past year or so. You were a great help, Mary. Really.

Now, some of you have been completely wonderful, and while I won't mention a whole lot of names, I appreciate those of you who could provide me with at least a little bit of respect and at least make it seem like you cared about what was going on around here. I want to thank you for actually supporting me instead of scoffing and then going back to your gaming when I brought something up or had an idea.

To the rest of you, I don't know what your problem is. Part of me wants to blame your lack of respect coming from the fact that I lack external sex organs, but not only would that make me sound like a crazy fem-nazi, but it's probably not the ONLY reason you've decided to treat me like this. I don't know your reasoning, but I'd like you to know that I didn't enjoy you assholes being snotty ingrates the entire time I was in this office. Only now have I felt this the appropriate time to make that clear.

Oh, and btw, don't look at me to plan any Halloween party type shit this year. It sure as hell wasn't really appreciated last year, so why the fuck should I bother now?



I know, I know. tl;dr

Had to get it out of my system before I actually fucking say ALL of this to these people at Guild.

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami