urn:lj:scribbld.net:atom1:somebunni JLB somebunni@gmail.com JLB 2008-07-15T00:47:40Z urn:lj:scribbld.net:atom1:somebunni:1205 2008-07-15T00:47:40Z 2008-07-15T00:47:40Z real quick update. i hate weekends now that he's up here fulltime. he works all weekend so i have to wait until sunday nights to see him. but at least we make the time worth the wait. even if it means getting a whole 4 hours of sleep. <br />i love how he can be so amazingly sweet one minute and then a complete jokester the next. he always knows when i need a good laugh from him, and its scary sometimes. i just wish things weren't so complicated still.... urn:lj:scribbld.net:atom1:somebunni:865 2008-07-11T04:30:40Z 2008-07-11T04:30:40Z so super sleepy but i'll say this for now... the past three days have been so amazing.  I love him so much it hurts sometimes... *sigh*  why can't one of us get an apartment already? urn:lj:scribbld.net:atom1:somebunni:746 2008-06-29T03:39:44Z 2008-06-29T03:39:44Z so I must be growing up.  A pseudo-ex of mine and i hung out tonight.  Usually we're all cutesy and a lil sexual with each other. And usually I like it.  But tonight, despite *his* insistence that i'm a free agent, I totally felt uncomfortable even kissing my ex.<br />*he* being the man I fell in love with, and am sort of kinda involved with i guess.  I call him my boyfriend for lack of a better word, but he's still legally married, and so we haven't made anything official.  <br />Back to the pseudo-ex, B....  B just seems to think of me as a set of tits, because all he did was go right for them the whole time we were on my PARENTS' couch!  Come on, you can't sit through a movie without grabbing my boobs? REALLY!  <br />So like i said... I must be growing up.  Either that or he's growing down.... urn:lj:scribbld.net:atom1:somebunni:317 2008-06-25T15:19:02Z 2008-06-29T03:40:56Z Luke Bryan - Country Man so here's my quickie intro to the world of scribbld....<br />I'm 27, but i've lived the life of 40 yr old.<br />I work in retail, and I'm starting to hate it after 10 years.<br />I'm going back to school in november for a degree in psychology.<br />I'm in love with a man, and its amazing...<br />At the same time the situation is so confusing and complicated right now I sometimes really wonder about it all<br />My friends (the true ones) are amazing and I wouldn't know what to do with out them<br />I have an older pain in the ass, i mean brother, who lives 5 hours away. <br />I sometimes think he has the right idea.<br />I still live with my parents, who are still together after 37 years, but probably should be divorced already<br />I've moved away and come back three times since my 18th birthday<br />i have 10 tattoos and at the most i've had 13 piercings<br />i have 7 now<br />i write really sporadically sometimes<br />I'm a songwriter and an aspiring country singer<br />yes i live in NYC and love country music<br />i also love rock, freestyle, most vocal house, and even some pop<br />i love makeup but don't wear much when i'm not at work<br />i can't think of anything else right now... so bye byes! :-&gt;